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i don't want to see him kissing goblins

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i'm

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especially up to his ankles trump

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charging into a goblins and have some

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i'm not expecting him to not get dirty

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greetings and salutations friends uh and

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welcome back

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no plan i thought uh

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well actually i had a sort of surprise

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guest

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planned for tonight who at the very last

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minute uh

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couldn't do it uh but here we are

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and you roll with these sort of punches

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so uh i thought we could make tonight

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i could catch up with the live chat

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and also we can do something that we

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keep saying we're gonna do

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but then we don't get to it which is

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actually open the phone line

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yes we have a phone line here which you

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could call

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into the show and be a guest

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come and tell your strange mysterious

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story or any story really

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we're not that picky so

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we're going to open the phone lines up

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genocide says cambian looks better in

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the dark

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i agree and also there's an issue

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right now with this green screen and

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uh the boy

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i've been back and forth with uh the

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services provider who assures me that

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the problem

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with the stream looking terrible when we

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use the green screen

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it'll it'll look good for half the show

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the other half the show it looks

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terrible

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so until this situation is resolved i

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will be resorting to the darkened

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original set which i do agree

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at least for me genocide i think it

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looks better and it's real

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the green screen looks like what it is

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it looks like

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an artificial digital construct right

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and uh i'm not sure which aesthetic i

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prefer but i think it's

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when it looks more like a real set right

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i don't know everybody uh you could tell

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me in the live chat do you like the

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green screen set or this one better

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maybe we can uh you know post a poll

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i know this i'm much more comfortable

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with this set for

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one reason it's not super bright in here

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when that when we're using those uh

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virtual backgrounds and virtual sets

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you know in order for this green screen

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to work it has to be lit up in here like

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super bright and that makes me i suppose

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a little more alert

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but uncomfortable and i thought i would

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get over it but

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so far and then i was thinking about

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what about those talking head guys like

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where like they're always on a green

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and so they're getting these lights in

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their face for all this time of day

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it's not very comfortable i think

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i'm i'm i'm uh contemplating whether

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using the technical excuse

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with the green screen to just say hell

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with the green screen right

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yeah all around arbiter says i like this

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set much better steven it looks much

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better well there you go

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and we're here to please so out of mind

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says i like them both

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you should do it how you want it yeah i

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like i do like some i like the

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capabilities sometimes at the green

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screen so we're probably going to end up

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using both right but i have to get those

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technical issues sorted out before we

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use that green screen again because

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a goof-off show or like an

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off-the-cuff show like this and the

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stream quality doesn't look good because

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it's just me talking right but when you

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make bumper videos and graphics for the

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you know and then you use this green

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half of the stream looks horrible for

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two hours it pisses me off

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it definitely pisses me off i don't know

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i'm looking into using obs as a virtual

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camera and some other

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ways we can get around this these

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issues so any comments or questions for

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me please put them in

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all capital letters in the live chat um

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that really does help um and you know

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what i can put the live chat

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yeah i figured out how to do this

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recently so i can put the live chat on

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our screen

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that's one way to make sure that i

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okay just bear with me one moment

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friends while i share this

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always kind of concerned that i'm going

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to share something on my computer that i

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don't want to share publicly

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but then i realized like i'm not a

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secret agent right

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like oh no i shared song lyrics for a

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song i may never finish or whatever else

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going on in my i got a crazy brain so

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all this stuff open right now at the

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okay so let me see if i can get back to

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brad gray says yeah i really have not

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ever had a problem with your audio or

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visuals

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good i'm glad to hear it i got a message

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again today

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that somebody doesn't like the

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microphone right and i just

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okay thank you for your thoughts

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uh you know uh but i got a bunch of

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stuff to do this weekend and one of them

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is that i have a

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windows 10 box that i want to drag up

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here and

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try the stream with and

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that should simplify the

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i haven't heard steven laugh in a long

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time oh

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yeah well i'm glad that you want to hear

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that

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yeah see it depends on who you ask

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though spooky somebody i'm telling you i

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could read you

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hold on i'll read you the message i'll

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read you the message and this person

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previously

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uh let me see

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oh he's a sound person that's why

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uh and i'm not gonna mention his name

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but i'm gonna read it

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but as a sound person you can do so much

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better

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your voice is sounding cave-like and

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it's too dark also too many tech

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issues just my two cents it takes away

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from the show

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oh like i said we get the show warts and

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all right

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so that was the other message that he

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sent me a while ago about the microphone

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you're killing you're killing it with

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creativity

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i just still wish you were clearer as i

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miss

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much of your funny stuff due to

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yeah whatever i did it sounds good now

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i don't know what i did honestly i

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tweaked the

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audio drivers on this you know

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hacked together operating system that

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i'm running this thing from

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you know what i'm going to stop that

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because i can see the chat just fine in

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my

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so i guess if oh also if anybody wants

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to join the show

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just let me know and i will send you a

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link and you can come right on the show

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if you have a mic and a webcam and uh

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you know

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access to a browser this is a

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browser-based software so you just

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send me a message and i will send you

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the invitation to the show and you too

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can be a part of

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tonight's festivities otherwise uh we

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are going to open the phone lines

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something we have not done in some time

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and anybody who would like to call

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yeah see i just i don't i listen to you

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at work with headphones and it sounds

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great yeah i think it's okay

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you know i don't i don't understand

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people come

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i try to just go it is what it is you

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love open topics me not so much steve

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ronan because i'm not that great

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i'm not that great when i don't have a

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script and a plan

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for you you know what to say

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sometimes i am but it's 50 50 shot right

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and i don't like those odds so it's been

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a it's a bit of a high wire

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act right a tight rope walk right

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yeah and uh audio issues aside i think

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uh there's always things that could be

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improved right you know like obviously

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shows with the green screen and half the

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stream looks horrible

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then that's got to be improved right

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that i get

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absolutely get that but you know i guess

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also a lot of things with sound is

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subjective like people

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will sometimes tell me uh the background

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music is too low it should be higher

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right other people may email me and say

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uh it's hard to hear you that background

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music is too high

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everything is subjective right i don't

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think there's

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you know there's things where you know

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like there's something obviously wrong

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i'm doing you know like if the mic is

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like

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overdriven or you know

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the music is blasting way too loud over

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the speaker

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but you know shades of gray

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that's what i really think it's shades

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of gray oh and also i just want to

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mention that

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we were supposed to have a guest tonight

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and uh

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but they didn't want me to announce

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their appearance until the show

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you know what i mean and i can't talk

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about it because i'm still gonna hope

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that that

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person gets back to me and we do it but

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you know so tonight's last minute um

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and i really should have some backup

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and i kind of do but they i feel like

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they all need more work so i almost

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just canceled doing this show tonight

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but then i remember

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that earlier in the week i committed

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everybody knows this

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people have been asking me like uh

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can you do like a schedule so that we

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know when

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you're doing a show so we can be there a

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lot because

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a lot of people are catching the replays

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you you don't tell you know i'm terrible

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at

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scheduling things and i liked the idea

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of no scheduling rocking

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and what do i mean no scheduling rocking

290
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i got no schedule but i'm doing five

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shows this week

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right but i don't have a time and date

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in advance for all five of those but

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this week

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i i heard the calls of everyone and i go

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okay

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all right i'll do monday wednesday and

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friday

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at 10 p.m and i committed to that and i

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said to myself

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i don't care what happens i'm gonna do

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those

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two three times that i told everybody

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you know to be a man of your word is

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important and i hate

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so i almost can't i i almost [\h__\h] came

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tonight i said

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got no guests i don't really have a show

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ready to go

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and literally it was um a half hour

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before showtime when the guests canceled

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it is what it is but i oh so my point is

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i totally just dropped the whole point

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of what i was talking okay

315
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so my point is that i'm proud of myself

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a little bit

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because i'm here right showing up really

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is half the battle i said i was going to

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be here

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i am here anybody wants an invitation

321
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here uh i will send it to you and uh we

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can

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talk about just about anything that you

324
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would like to talk about

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back to the live chat here uh

326
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we mean we need more dancing clowns

327
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genocide says we need more dancing

328
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clowns

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far as tonight if anybody has any

330
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suggestions for future shows things you

331
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think we should be doing here

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um put them in all caps and uh

333
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we can talk about that any more

334
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confirmed

335
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no not that i'm aware of mario heat says

336
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you always have paddles when i'm at work

337
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you got a cell phone bro you're not that

338
00:21:11,590 --> 00:21:10,630
yeah uh i'm sorry about that but yeah if

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anybody would like

340
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an invitation to

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join the stream just uh send me

342
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a message and also i don't know if

343
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somebody was

344
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upset the last time we did sort of a

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panel show that i did not

346
00:21:32,310 --> 00:21:29,760
send them an invitation um but i want to

347
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remind them that i was in a mask

348
00:21:35,990 --> 00:21:34,799
that i could not see very well through

349
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and i'm trying

350
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to run the show you know so it's very

351
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difficult for me to send out invitations

352
00:21:44,230 --> 00:21:43,760
i did say if you want to come on the

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show

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send me a message and they you know

355
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somebody didn't but then they were like

356
00:21:52,950 --> 00:21:49,840
hey how come i didn't uh

357
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get an invite you know i'm sorry

358
00:21:58,549 --> 00:21:56,320
i was a little busy yeah

359
00:22:02,470 --> 00:21:58,559
always have panels when he's at work

360
00:22:06,390 --> 00:22:05,270
great show last night thank you yeah

361
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that was fun

362
00:22:11,430 --> 00:22:08,880
i like this terry joyce she's funny girl

363
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it's i figured if i had to sit through

364
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that then she was gonna do it

365
00:22:18,870 --> 00:22:17,360
she was gonna sit through it with me you

366
00:22:22,149 --> 00:22:18,880
know absolutely

367
00:22:24,149 --> 00:22:22,159
oh so uh i

368
00:22:26,070 --> 00:22:24,159
haven't played that phone bumper in so

369
00:22:28,310 --> 00:22:26,080
long i hope it's still there

370
00:22:32,149 --> 00:22:28,320
because otherwise i couldn't tell you

371
00:22:34,470 --> 00:22:32,159
what the phone number is to call in live

372
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all right i got it i think i think i got

373
00:22:40,549 --> 00:22:37,840
it so we're going to play this

374
00:22:40,950 --> 00:22:40,559
phone bumper which means we kind of do

375
00:22:44,149 --> 00:22:40,960
this

376
00:22:46,310 --> 00:22:44,159
old school right you just call on your

377
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phone

378
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and if you should happen to call and get

379
00:22:53,350 --> 00:22:50,159
a voicemail

380
00:22:55,270 --> 00:22:53,360
it is because someone is on the line

381
00:22:56,630 --> 00:22:55,280
that's how it works so if you call and

382
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you get the voicemail

383
00:23:00,549 --> 00:22:58,960
that means somebody's already on the

384
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line if you're not paying attention to

385
00:23:05,669 --> 00:23:02,320
the live show i don't know

386
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my point is if you do get a

387
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voicemail just wait and call back

388
00:23:13,430 --> 00:23:11,440
you know uh we don't get uh we don't get

389
00:23:13,990 --> 00:23:13,440
a huge flood of calls here sometimes we

390
00:23:16,149 --> 00:23:14,000
get no

391
00:23:17,430 --> 00:23:16,159
calls which is why i've been sometimes

392
00:23:20,789 --> 00:23:17,440
hesitant to do this

393
00:23:24,630 --> 00:23:20,799
right we're like okay open phone lines

394
00:23:28,390 --> 00:23:26,149
well actually i think every time we've

395
00:23:30,870 --> 00:23:28,400
done this we've got at least one call

396
00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:30,880
i i don't you know but it's still like

397
00:23:35,190 --> 00:23:32,080
uh

398
00:23:36,710 --> 00:23:35,200
you know so i've got the phone ready

399
00:23:38,310 --> 00:23:36,720
and we're going to play the pumper we're

400
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going to play the call in bumper

401
00:23:41,990 --> 00:23:40,640
you too can call us here on the mystery

402
00:23:45,590 --> 00:23:42,000
phone

403
00:23:48,870 --> 00:23:45,600
uh just please

404
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uh wait until the bumper is done before

405
00:25:51,990 --> 00:24:22,640
[Music]

406
00:25:56,630 --> 00:25:54,470
so welcome back friends uh phone line is

407
00:25:59,909 --> 00:25:56,640
open but i'm going to dedicate uh

408
00:26:01,990 --> 00:25:59,919
my total attention now to the live chat

409
00:26:04,070 --> 00:26:02,000
if graph says i would call in but my ms

410
00:26:05,430 --> 00:26:04,080
causes my brain to drop off into tangent

411
00:26:06,950 --> 00:26:05,440
mode and with because any kind of

412
00:26:09,110 --> 00:26:06,960
articulation i might have had

413
00:26:10,870 --> 00:26:09,120
oh you're still most welcome here uh

414
00:26:13,590 --> 00:26:10,880
regardless

415
00:26:15,510 --> 00:26:13,600
yeah and uh steve brown was asking if

416
00:26:19,029 --> 00:26:15,520
terry is a comic yes and

417
00:26:21,830 --> 00:26:19,039
you may remember her from um

418
00:26:23,269 --> 00:26:21,840
i think it's this first season of last

419
00:26:25,750 --> 00:26:23,279
comic standing

420
00:26:30,549 --> 00:26:25,760
she was on there with ralphie may uh

421
00:26:41,350 --> 00:26:32,870
i don't have the ringer turned off not

422
00:26:49,669 --> 00:26:45,029
okay one second friends to accept

423
00:26:53,909 --> 00:26:52,630
hello this is stephen at truth seekers

424
00:26:55,750 --> 00:26:53,919
who are you and where are you calling

425
00:27:00,149 --> 00:26:55,760
from

426
00:27:03,590 --> 00:27:00,159
new jersey how are you

427
00:27:06,310 --> 00:27:03,600
hey good good to hear from you

428
00:27:07,510 --> 00:27:06,320
well thank you for actually answering my

429
00:27:10,070 --> 00:27:07,520
call

430
00:27:13,830 --> 00:27:10,080
did you know that somebody emailed me

431
00:27:17,190 --> 00:27:13,840
and told me that i should look into you

432
00:27:20,549 --> 00:27:17,200
oh yeah i'm gonna yeah i am

433
00:27:24,070 --> 00:27:20,559
calling in what do you want to know no

434
00:27:25,190 --> 00:27:24,080
i listen i i don't you know i get emails

435
00:27:25,990 --> 00:27:25,200
from people all the time and it's

436
00:27:27,430 --> 00:27:26,000
usually

437
00:27:29,110 --> 00:27:27,440
somebody that doesn't like a certain

438
00:27:30,549 --> 00:27:29,120
person will send me like hey why don't

439
00:27:33,990 --> 00:27:30,559
you do a story on this person

440
00:27:36,950 --> 00:27:34,000
oh yeah here uh you should cover this

441
00:27:37,830 --> 00:27:36,960
lunatic check out her claims she even

442
00:27:39,830 --> 00:27:37,840
has a book

443
00:27:41,430 --> 00:27:39,840
all her claims are stolen from others

444
00:27:42,549 --> 00:27:41,440
too and then they give me a whole bunch

445
00:27:44,950 --> 00:27:42,559
of links

446
00:27:45,909 --> 00:27:44,960
to some of your material her claims are

447
00:27:48,630 --> 00:27:45,919
just as wild as

448
00:27:51,110 --> 00:27:48,640
corey goode david wilcock and sarah r

449
00:27:58,870 --> 00:27:55,350
well yes i would agree but in

450
00:28:02,710 --> 00:27:58,880
my defense i am still deprogramming

451
00:28:03,590 --> 00:28:02,720
and coming to terms and realizing the

452
00:28:07,190 --> 00:28:03,600
truth

453
00:28:08,310 --> 00:28:07,200
of things that did happen and obviously

454
00:28:14,310 --> 00:28:08,320
did not happen

455
00:28:19,110 --> 00:28:17,510
yeah forgive me yeah you know honestly i

456
00:28:21,029 --> 00:28:19,120
don't know that much about you holly

457
00:28:22,789 --> 00:28:21,039
i i haven't looked into you i don't

458
00:28:23,669 --> 00:28:22,799
really know about your background or

459
00:28:26,710 --> 00:28:23,679
what kind of

460
00:28:27,830 --> 00:28:26,720
you know stuff that these people are

461
00:28:31,590 --> 00:28:27,840
talking about

462
00:28:34,630 --> 00:28:31,600
so you have some kind of strange uh like

463
00:28:37,430 --> 00:28:34,640
experiences right

464
00:28:37,830 --> 00:28:37,440
yeah well i believe i was trafficked

465
00:28:41,990 --> 00:28:37,840
with

466
00:28:43,430 --> 00:28:42,000
max here james castle and a few others

467
00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:43,440
trafficked what do you mean human

468
00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:45,360
trafficked

469
00:28:53,510 --> 00:28:52,240
well i don't i wouldn't exactly know how

470
00:28:56,230 --> 00:28:53,520
else to explain

471
00:28:57,750 --> 00:28:56,240
what happened to us other than to say

472
00:29:01,029 --> 00:28:57,760
that we were trafficked

473
00:29:04,230 --> 00:29:01,039
and used in mind control project

474
00:29:06,230 --> 00:29:04,240
wow that's all stemming from operations

475
00:29:10,710 --> 00:29:06,240
paper clips

476
00:29:15,590 --> 00:29:13,430
so nazi scientists were somehow involved

477
00:29:18,870 --> 00:29:15,600
in this thing

478
00:29:22,149 --> 00:29:21,110
so i you know i again i don't i haven't

479
00:29:35,990 --> 00:29:22,159
heard your story so

480
00:29:46,470 --> 00:29:39,110
joseph mengele the famous nazi

481
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:52,830
and how old were you when you met joseph

482
00:29:56,630 --> 00:29:54,950
mengele

483
00:29:59,269 --> 00:29:56,640
i mean historically wasn't he in

484
00:30:03,580 --> 00:29:59,279
argentina

485
00:30:06,830 --> 00:30:03,590
well i don't know about all of that

486
00:30:11,110 --> 00:30:08,389
um

487
00:30:12,950 --> 00:30:11,120
and also before that i believe i was

488
00:30:16,149 --> 00:30:12,960
about three years old

489
00:30:17,110 --> 00:30:16,159
and these underground military bases out

490
00:30:20,830 --> 00:30:17,120
in the area

491
00:30:22,149 --> 00:30:20,840
of san antonio texas so i was a really

492
00:30:25,510 --> 00:30:22,159
intel

493
00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:28,389
he was the first programmer i remember

494
00:30:32,630 --> 00:30:30,640
having as a young child

495
00:30:34,470 --> 00:30:32,640
forgive me like ask me any questions you

496
00:30:37,510 --> 00:30:34,480
want i just don't know where to go

497
00:30:39,669 --> 00:30:37,520
with it and i'm definitely nervous but

498
00:30:41,669 --> 00:30:39,679
that's all because like i want to tell

499
00:30:43,510 --> 00:30:41,679
you to even thank you so much for

500
00:30:44,710 --> 00:30:43,520
standing up for these people that bully

501
00:30:51,990 --> 00:30:44,720
me

502
00:30:56,470 --> 00:30:54,470
okay well thanks for calling yeah and

503
00:30:59,430 --> 00:30:56,480
someday i will look into your story

504
00:31:00,230 --> 00:30:59,440
it sounds uh you don't have to do it

505
00:31:06,070 --> 00:31:00,240
right now

506
00:31:09,509 --> 00:31:06,080
maybe you could be a guest and uh and

507
00:31:12,310 --> 00:31:09,519
tell tell tell the whole story here

508
00:31:27,350 --> 00:31:12,320
sure i would ever be so honored but uh

509
00:31:30,389 --> 00:31:29,830
you get me out of that dark place in my

510
00:31:33,190 --> 00:31:30,399
mind

511
00:31:33,669 --> 00:31:33,200
and you unlock me from that freeze and i

512
00:31:35,750 --> 00:31:33,679
get

513
00:31:37,509 --> 00:31:35,760
stuck in inside of my mind and i just

514
00:31:40,549 --> 00:31:37,519
want to say thank you so much

515
00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:40,559
and also thank you very much so thanks

516
00:31:43,830 --> 00:31:41,200
for

517
00:31:44,630 --> 00:31:43,840
like picking up my close uh stephen this

518
00:31:47,509 --> 00:31:44,640
is a huge

519
00:31:48,230 --> 00:31:47,519
honor and pleasure and i'm humbled and

520
00:31:51,110 --> 00:31:48,240
blessing

521
00:31:52,870 --> 00:31:51,120
you and your family you're going to give

522
00:31:54,630 --> 00:31:52,880
me a big ego but thank you i appreciate

523
00:31:56,950 --> 00:31:54,640
it oh man i like

524
00:31:59,509 --> 00:31:56,960
you have no idea even when i still used

525
00:32:01,590 --> 00:31:59,519
to stand up to her it turned a new week

526
00:32:04,630 --> 00:32:01,600
in my life so to speak

527
00:32:06,710 --> 00:32:04,640
and i after four years i thought

528
00:32:08,230 --> 00:32:06,720
please do that that i could take a shot

529
00:32:09,909 --> 00:32:08,240
at it and

530
00:32:12,470 --> 00:32:09,919
just thank you so much and then the

531
00:32:19,509 --> 00:32:12,480
other night when terry joyce was

532
00:32:23,430 --> 00:32:22,310
oh yeah but it was just so nice to laugh

533
00:32:25,590 --> 00:32:23,440
at it but also

534
00:32:27,190 --> 00:32:25,600
stand up to it because it's just been so

535
00:32:29,350 --> 00:32:27,200
much time that

536
00:32:30,549 --> 00:32:29,360
these punches and kicks i can't do it

537
00:32:33,110 --> 00:32:30,559
anymore but

538
00:32:34,789 --> 00:32:33,120
you thank you so so much and if there's

539
00:32:36,950 --> 00:32:34,799
anything i can ever do for you

540
00:32:39,110 --> 00:32:36,960
and your family please let me know sure

541
00:32:40,950 --> 00:32:39,120
i appreciate you thank you

542
00:32:42,230 --> 00:32:40,960
for everything and have a great night

543
00:32:44,310 --> 00:32:42,240
happy friday again

544
00:32:45,669 --> 00:32:44,320
yeah you too happy friday all right

545
00:32:49,110 --> 00:32:45,679
friends

546
00:32:51,430 --> 00:32:49,120
oh yes oh good night

547
00:32:52,149 --> 00:32:51,440
oh no i'm going back in your chat room

548
00:32:53,509 --> 00:32:52,159
oh okay

549
00:32:55,509 --> 00:32:53,519
all right i'll see i'll see you there

550
00:32:58,070 --> 00:32:55,519
we're gonna go to the live chat next

551
00:33:03,110 --> 00:32:59,590
how do i work this thing there you go

552
00:33:09,110 --> 00:33:06,710
uh so back to the live chat yeah i

553
00:33:11,110 --> 00:33:09,120
i don't know what's going on with her

554
00:33:13,750 --> 00:33:11,120
this girl holly and her story because i

555
00:33:16,789 --> 00:33:13,760
haven't really looked into her story but

556
00:33:21,669 --> 00:33:16,799
it seems like there is this

557
00:33:25,269 --> 00:33:21,679
dramarama amongst some of the

558
00:33:29,990 --> 00:33:25,279
females in the conspiracy land world

559
00:33:33,269 --> 00:33:30,000
um and one doesn't like the other

560
00:33:35,029 --> 00:33:33,279
you know i i don't

561
00:33:36,389 --> 00:33:35,039
i don't really know but there's lots of

562
00:33:38,630 --> 00:33:36,399
dramarama

563
00:33:40,549 --> 00:33:38,640
behind the scenes and i get like emails

564
00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:40,559
for people that don't like a certain

565
00:33:43,669 --> 00:33:43,200
person and say wow you do a story on

566
00:33:46,710 --> 00:33:43,679
them

567
00:33:52,389 --> 00:33:46,720
yeah

568
00:34:01,830 --> 00:33:52,399
i don't know

569
00:34:08,950 --> 00:34:06,470
i smoke a lot of weed i confess

570
00:34:11,109 --> 00:34:08,960
your phone is here yeah let's give some

571
00:34:12,629 --> 00:34:11,119
shout outs i forgot to do the shout out

572
00:34:17,669 --> 00:34:12,639
so we'll do the

573
00:34:21,109 --> 00:34:17,679
i'll try to do this shout outs here

574
00:34:23,030 --> 00:34:21,119
i'm gonna go shout out to steve ronan

575
00:34:24,950 --> 00:34:23,040
shout out to bg shout out to holly

576
00:34:27,109 --> 00:34:24,960
baglio

577
00:34:28,389 --> 00:34:27,119
shout out to all around arbiter blue

578
00:34:30,790 --> 00:34:28,399
shift radio

579
00:34:31,669 --> 00:34:30,800
bee gees is here shout out to you a

580
00:34:35,190 --> 00:34:31,679
phone aunt

581
00:34:38,629 --> 00:34:35,200
jonas charles and lee spooky

582
00:34:41,909 --> 00:34:38,639
f graph 72 paranormal hood jiggy

583
00:34:43,990 --> 00:34:41,919
is here in the house genocide and miss

584
00:34:49,030 --> 00:34:44,000
jonas side are here bailey stoner

585
00:34:51,829 --> 00:34:49,040
is here out of mind is here gadgey3 is

586
00:34:58,710 --> 00:34:54,149
this is where it gets hard who did i

587
00:35:02,470 --> 00:35:00,630
i think i said charles unleashed shout

588
00:35:09,030 --> 00:35:02,480
out to charles unleashed victor

589
00:35:14,470 --> 00:35:10,710
victor cagliaro shout out to victor

590
00:35:17,589 --> 00:35:14,480
cagliaro steve ronan

591
00:35:19,750 --> 00:35:17,599
i said spooky yeah i think we might have

592
00:35:23,349 --> 00:35:19,760
got ufo gandalf was here

593
00:35:27,430 --> 00:35:23,359
earlier mario heat channel to mario heat

594
00:35:29,670 --> 00:35:27,440
islander is here shout out to islander

595
00:35:33,190 --> 00:35:29,680
and brad gray

596
00:35:38,230 --> 00:35:36,150
yeah i think we got everybody oh no

597
00:35:45,990 --> 00:35:38,240
ragnar the destroyer

598
00:35:47,750 --> 00:35:46,000
okay holly says i was looking through

599
00:35:49,349 --> 00:35:47,760
the comments early i got nervous to

600
00:35:51,270 --> 00:35:49,359
speak thank you so much i did not mean

601
00:35:53,270 --> 00:35:51,280
to bring any drama to your door

602
00:35:54,870 --> 00:35:53,280
honestly thank you so much yeah it's

603
00:35:57,190 --> 00:35:54,880
fine like

604
00:35:59,270 --> 00:35:57,200
you know i get those kind of emails all

605
00:36:00,790 --> 00:35:59,280
the time and i kind of always know

606
00:36:03,190 --> 00:36:00,800
it's just somebody that doesn't like

607
00:36:04,950 --> 00:36:03,200
that person so i don't really

608
00:36:06,790 --> 00:36:04,960
follow up on most of those kind of

609
00:36:08,390 --> 00:36:06,800
emails that i get because i get them a

610
00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:08,400
lot

611
00:36:12,150 --> 00:36:10,720
it's like if you have some competition

612
00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:12,160
in your grift and

613
00:36:16,150 --> 00:36:14,400
you don't like that other competition

614
00:36:23,829 --> 00:36:16,160
see if steve camden will

615
00:36:30,310 --> 00:36:27,270
spooky's stealing scp

616
00:36:31,670 --> 00:36:30,320
content you know i don't know

617
00:36:33,030 --> 00:36:31,680
i didn't really look at all that stuff

618
00:36:34,630 --> 00:36:33,040
spooky but i think that would be a

619
00:36:38,230 --> 00:36:34,640
really hard thing to prove

620
00:36:40,310 --> 00:36:38,240
considering that these

621
00:36:42,950 --> 00:36:40,320
stories that these guys talk about

622
00:36:45,510 --> 00:36:42,960
really are in many different places

623
00:36:47,670 --> 00:36:45,520
so could be yeah sure it could be that

624
00:36:51,349 --> 00:36:47,680
they mined that whole site for

625
00:36:54,150 --> 00:36:51,359
you know [\h__\h] stories to tell

626
00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:54,160
uh or it could just mean that there's

627
00:36:57,829 --> 00:36:55,200
some similar

628
00:36:59,270 --> 00:36:57,839
stories on that website to the stories

629
00:37:01,829 --> 00:36:59,280
they told because there's

630
00:37:03,750 --> 00:37:01,839
other sources out there as well like

631
00:37:04,550 --> 00:37:03,760
what what is that book called the mars

632
00:37:08,069 --> 00:37:04,560
chronicles

633
00:37:09,270 --> 00:37:08,079
i think it's called um that's most of

634
00:37:11,430 --> 00:37:09,280
cory good's

635
00:37:13,589 --> 00:37:11,440
story at least for the first couple of

636
00:37:16,310 --> 00:37:13,599
seasons of cosmic disclosure his

637
00:37:18,150 --> 00:37:16,320
entire story came out of the book the

638
00:37:19,030 --> 00:37:18,160
martian chronicles or the mars

639
00:37:20,950 --> 00:37:19,040
chronicles

640
00:37:23,910 --> 00:37:20,960
i always get the name of that book wrong

641
00:37:25,670 --> 00:37:23,920
i really always get it wrong

642
00:37:27,190 --> 00:37:25,680
i never can figure out the name of that

643
00:37:31,030 --> 00:37:27,200
book

644
00:37:33,190 --> 00:37:31,040
was out

645
00:37:34,710 --> 00:37:33,200
years before corey good several years

646
00:37:36,069 --> 00:37:34,720
before corey good and then corey good

647
00:37:40,630 --> 00:37:36,079
comes out using

648
00:37:44,390 --> 00:37:42,470
it's pretty clear that he lifted a lot

649
00:37:46,550 --> 00:37:44,400
of his story from that book and then

650
00:37:48,630 --> 00:37:46,560
david wilcock even used that book as

651
00:37:50,390 --> 00:37:48,640
proof that cory was telling the truth

652
00:37:51,910 --> 00:37:50,400
well there's one guy that has no proof

653
00:37:53,670 --> 00:37:51,920
and wrote this book said a lot of the

654
00:37:56,950 --> 00:37:53,680
same stuff that corey good

655
00:37:59,910 --> 00:37:56,960
said who has no proof so it must be true

656
00:38:01,670 --> 00:37:59,920
it's really bad logic to uh use one

657
00:38:03,750 --> 00:38:01,680
unproven source

658
00:38:07,109 --> 00:38:03,760
as a source to prove your current

659
00:38:11,510 --> 00:38:07,119
unproven source is telling you the truth

660
00:38:18,790 --> 00:38:15,670
i think that really says a lot

661
00:38:20,390 --> 00:38:18,800
uh you know

662
00:38:22,150 --> 00:38:20,400
ship radio have a good show i guess

663
00:38:23,670 --> 00:38:22,160
you're bouncing out yeah

664
00:38:25,430 --> 00:38:23,680
and if anybody else wants to call in

665
00:38:27,030 --> 00:38:25,440
feel free but uh you know

666
00:38:28,790 --> 00:38:27,040
i feel good at least we got one phone

667
00:38:29,270 --> 00:38:28,800
call we opened the phone line everybody

668
00:38:31,430 --> 00:38:29,280
get

669
00:38:32,950 --> 00:38:31,440
you know it's so funny like people say

670
00:38:34,310 --> 00:38:32,960
oh we're gonna open the phone lines and

671
00:38:48,470 --> 00:38:34,320
then we do and

672
00:39:00,069 --> 00:38:50,710
no i am uninformed somebody's talking

673
00:39:03,430 --> 00:39:01,589
do it so well stephen we just want to

674
00:39:05,190 --> 00:39:03,440
see you lose your [\h__\h] yeah

675
00:39:06,710 --> 00:39:05,200
a lot of people are you know and then

676
00:39:09,750 --> 00:39:06,720
they get disappointed if i don't yell

677
00:39:11,910 --> 00:39:09,760
and scream about something

678
00:39:12,790 --> 00:39:11,920
like sorry i wasn't really angry that

679
00:39:14,630 --> 00:39:12,800
night

680
00:39:16,230 --> 00:39:14,640
that's pretty much where we're at like

681
00:39:17,700 --> 00:39:16,240
sorry i'm really angry

682
00:39:26,829 --> 00:39:17,710
oh here we go

683
00:39:33,510 --> 00:39:30,230
hello oh wait a second hold on

684
00:39:44,470 --> 00:39:43,190
genocide hey genocide is here

685
00:39:47,030 --> 00:39:44,480
this is going to be awkward because

686
00:39:47,829 --> 00:39:47,040
genocide never talks but he called in so

687
00:39:49,589 --> 00:39:47,839
i'm assuming

688
00:39:51,190 --> 00:39:49,599
he had something to talk about right

689
00:39:54,870 --> 00:39:51,200
genocide

690
00:39:59,270 --> 00:39:57,829
you're just as useless as a live caller

691
00:40:02,630 --> 00:39:59,280
as you are as a panel guest

692
00:40:03,750 --> 00:40:02,640
genocide congratulations i have to be

693
00:40:05,589 --> 00:40:03,760
consistent

694
00:40:07,349 --> 00:40:05,599
yeah congratulations you're just as

695
00:40:10,150 --> 00:40:07,359
useless at both tasks

696
00:40:12,309 --> 00:40:10,160
you bring nothing nothing to the table

697
00:40:13,670 --> 00:40:12,319
here

698
00:40:18,470 --> 00:40:13,680
no you're gonna have something to talk

699
00:40:22,829 --> 00:40:18,480
about you've got like 18 dogs right a

700
00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:24,150
bedroom

701
00:40:29,829 --> 00:40:27,520
nice yeah i think

702
00:40:32,230 --> 00:40:29,839
i think i've seen you on uh jiggy's show

703
00:40:35,270 --> 00:40:32,240
not saying anything

704
00:40:37,030 --> 00:40:35,280
actually i talked with jiggy oh so

705
00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:37,040
wait you'll talk to jiggy but not me

706
00:40:42,710 --> 00:40:39,280
what's that about

707
00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:42,720
usually when you go on i'm really high

708
00:40:45,990 --> 00:40:44,800
well there you go that's what i'm here

709
00:40:50,870 --> 00:40:46,000
for

710
00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:55,109
bg's wants us to talk about ghosts

711
00:40:59,109 --> 00:40:57,270
okay let's talk about ghosts and charles

712
00:41:01,349 --> 00:40:59,119
unleashed says genocide stares at things

713
00:41:03,270 --> 00:41:01,359
it's very compelling

714
00:41:04,950 --> 00:41:03,280
yeah i don't know very much about ghosts

715
00:41:07,109 --> 00:41:04,960
bg says talk about ghosts

716
00:41:09,190 --> 00:41:07,119
i i've never seen a ghost not sure i

717
00:41:12,309 --> 00:41:09,200
believe in ghosts

718
00:41:16,870 --> 00:41:12,319
i've seen ghosts really

719
00:41:21,670 --> 00:41:19,270
when i first started dating my wife she

720
00:41:24,710 --> 00:41:21,680
told me we were living in a back house

721
00:41:27,349 --> 00:41:24,720
um in a trailer that was uh like a

722
00:41:29,270 --> 00:41:27,359
mobile home that they added on to

723
00:41:30,390 --> 00:41:29,280
and we went out on a date somewhere we

724
00:41:32,550 --> 00:41:30,400
come back

725
00:41:33,430 --> 00:41:32,560
and she had mentioned in passing that

726
00:41:35,109 --> 00:41:33,440
sometimes

727
00:41:37,270 --> 00:41:35,119
she thinks she sees his little girl

728
00:41:39,910 --> 00:41:37,280
ghost so we're

729
00:41:41,510 --> 00:41:39,920
in the house and i'm looking at this

730
00:41:44,150 --> 00:41:41,520
table and standing

731
00:41:44,950 --> 00:41:44,160
in the table not on the table but in the

732
00:41:48,550 --> 00:41:44,960
table

733
00:41:49,829 --> 00:41:48,560
was a little girl and i was just like

734
00:41:51,910 --> 00:41:49,839
wait this is late her daughter's

735
00:41:53,750 --> 00:41:51,920
sleeping what's going on

736
00:41:54,950 --> 00:41:53,760
and i said that little girl go stop

737
00:41:57,030 --> 00:41:54,960
pinterest

738
00:41:58,390 --> 00:41:57,040
piglets she goes yeah i go and they go

739
00:41:59,829 --> 00:41:58,400
yeah she's right there and then she was

740
00:42:01,829 --> 00:41:59,839
gone

741
00:42:04,550 --> 00:42:01,839
and what do you mean it was in the table

742
00:42:06,069 --> 00:42:04,560
like she was standing in the middle

743
00:42:09,430 --> 00:42:06,079
it was in the middle of the table like

744
00:42:11,670 --> 00:42:09,440
she was like going through the table

745
00:42:13,109 --> 00:42:11,680
she wasn't on the table she wasn't under

746
00:42:14,390 --> 00:42:13,119
the face she was in the table the

747
00:42:21,270 --> 00:42:14,400
table's three feet high

748
00:42:28,829 --> 00:42:22,950
did you see it multiple times or just

749
00:42:28,839 --> 00:42:34,309
hmm

750
00:42:37,750 --> 00:42:36,309
yeah i was talking your wife wants me to

751
00:42:40,150 --> 00:42:37,760
do a show on that and i

752
00:42:41,589 --> 00:42:40,160
i uh i have some material on shadow

753
00:42:43,030 --> 00:42:41,599
people i lived across the street from a

754
00:42:46,550 --> 00:42:43,040
graveyard too

755
00:42:48,150 --> 00:42:46,560
and uh we had all this weird noises in

756
00:42:50,069 --> 00:42:48,160
the house like knocking and stuff

757
00:42:51,990 --> 00:42:50,079
i don't know if it was ghosts animals

758
00:42:53,670 --> 00:42:52,000
whatever but we had like you know

759
00:42:55,670 --> 00:42:53,680
exterminator come and check nobody could

760
00:42:57,589 --> 00:42:55,680
ever find out what it was

761
00:43:01,990 --> 00:42:57,599
and uh sort of freaked me out a little

762
00:43:06,230 --> 00:43:03,589
it was a three bedroom our three floor

763
00:43:08,710 --> 00:43:06,240
house and the two bedrooms on top

764
00:43:10,470 --> 00:43:08,720
and the kitchen bathroom a living area

765
00:43:11,990 --> 00:43:10,480
the two bedrooms on the bottom

766
00:43:14,150 --> 00:43:12,000
and we used to watch tv in the middle

767
00:43:17,270 --> 00:43:14,160
one which was right by the front door

768
00:43:18,470 --> 00:43:17,280
and he had stairs on like on the right

769
00:43:20,630 --> 00:43:18,480
side going up

770
00:43:22,630 --> 00:43:20,640
and me and two of my roommates are

771
00:43:23,990 --> 00:43:22,640
watching tv we all three look because we

772
00:43:26,470 --> 00:43:24,000
saw a shadow person go

773
00:43:27,750 --> 00:43:26,480
up the stairs and i'm like y'all saw

774
00:43:28,230 --> 00:43:27,760
that and they're like yeah we thought we

775
00:43:29,910 --> 00:43:28,240
went up

776
00:43:31,990 --> 00:43:29,920
the old one was it up there there was no

777
00:43:35,990 --> 00:43:32,000
one in the house but that happened

778
00:43:38,710 --> 00:43:36,000
all the time in that house wow

779
00:43:39,109 --> 00:43:38,720
i don't i don't know why why you were

780
00:43:42,150 --> 00:43:39,119
just

781
00:43:44,550 --> 00:43:42,160
living there

782
00:43:46,550 --> 00:43:44,560
yeah there's like there may be demons

783
00:43:46,870 --> 00:43:46,560
there may be demons in the house but

784
00:43:50,470 --> 00:43:46,880
it's

785
00:43:52,309 --> 00:43:50,480
you know moving is really a hassle

786
00:43:53,589 --> 00:43:52,319
well how do you know you just know there

787
00:43:56,390 --> 00:43:53,599
was some kind of shadow

788
00:43:58,230 --> 00:43:56,400
entity that could be demons nothing bad

789
00:44:00,230 --> 00:43:58,240
happened i grew up catholic that was

790
00:44:03,190 --> 00:44:00,240
demons joe side

791
00:44:04,150 --> 00:44:03,200
you know that was demons and i didn't

792
00:44:06,710 --> 00:44:04,160
get a feeling of

793
00:44:07,750 --> 00:44:06,720
evil off of it or whatever or i just you

794
00:44:10,069 --> 00:44:07,760
know

795
00:44:11,589 --> 00:44:10,079
we just cleaned the cemetery we're close

796
00:44:12,710 --> 00:44:11,599
to the cemetery it's just cemetery

797
00:44:14,950 --> 00:44:12,720
people

798
00:44:17,510 --> 00:44:14,960
that's creepy man and you didn't think

799
00:44:20,710 --> 00:44:17,520
about moving or anything

800
00:44:21,430 --> 00:44:20,720
no i didn't move for uh i lived in the

801
00:44:23,349 --> 00:44:21,440
house for

802
00:44:25,510 --> 00:44:23,359
almost two years i think i think just

803
00:44:27,910 --> 00:44:25,520
over two years

804
00:44:29,910 --> 00:44:27,920
all around arbor says he's seen ghosts

805
00:44:31,430 --> 00:44:29,920
too

806
00:44:34,069 --> 00:44:31,440
i moved down the street actually it was

807
00:44:36,550 --> 00:44:34,079
funny i can walk from my one house to my

808
00:44:40,470 --> 00:44:36,560
new house

809
00:44:43,829 --> 00:44:40,480
wow and so you did the new owners of the

810
00:44:46,950 --> 00:44:43,839
old house still see ghosts actually

811
00:44:50,150 --> 00:44:46,960
um when i moved out the one

812
00:44:51,750 --> 00:44:50,160
people moved their fiance in and he

813
00:44:53,670 --> 00:44:51,760
flipped out because he kept seeing

814
00:44:56,550 --> 00:44:53,680
shadow people going up the stairs

815
00:44:58,390 --> 00:44:56,560
and in the kitchen and he saw him like

816
00:44:59,109 --> 00:44:58,400
way more than we did i think but yeah he

817
00:45:02,230 --> 00:44:59,119
was all

818
00:45:03,109 --> 00:45:02,240
straight lace and clean cut he was like

819
00:45:04,470 --> 00:45:03,119
what's going on

820
00:45:08,390 --> 00:45:04,480
he's just shadow people man it's not a

821
00:45:11,670 --> 00:45:10,470
but yeah so you're saying though that

822
00:45:14,950 --> 00:45:11,680
these

823
00:45:16,950 --> 00:45:14,960
the shadow people are what human spirits

824
00:45:18,790 --> 00:45:16,960
i have no idea what they are my best

825
00:45:20,069 --> 00:45:18,800
guess is interdimensional something i

826
00:45:22,150 --> 00:45:20,079
got no idea

827
00:45:23,190 --> 00:45:22,160
interdimensional something that's not

828
00:45:26,470 --> 00:45:23,200
very specific

829
00:45:27,990 --> 00:45:26,480
genocide trying to keep it vague

830
00:45:30,550 --> 00:45:28,000
i don't know i would think because of

831
00:45:32,550 --> 00:45:30,560
shadows and darkness there were demons

832
00:45:34,390 --> 00:45:32,560
genocide how do you know they weren't

833
00:45:39,430 --> 00:45:34,400
demons

834
00:45:42,390 --> 00:45:39,440
the chin and stuff but i'm not all about

835
00:45:43,510 --> 00:45:42,400
everything has to be evil no they might

836
00:45:44,309 --> 00:45:43,520
have been good they might have been

837
00:45:54,710 --> 00:45:44,319
angels

838
00:45:58,630 --> 00:45:56,550
yeah so i don't your wife wants me to do

839
00:46:00,150 --> 00:45:58,640
a story on shadow people but like

840
00:46:02,710 --> 00:46:00,160
the story that you just told is

841
00:46:05,109 --> 00:46:02,720
basically what you hear you know that

842
00:46:07,750 --> 00:46:05,119
yeah people see these shadow forms

843
00:46:10,309 --> 00:46:07,760
moving across the room

844
00:46:11,750 --> 00:46:10,319
you know uh a lot of times it comes with

845
00:46:15,109 --> 00:46:11,760
temperature inversion

846
00:46:19,030 --> 00:46:15,119
i found a few cases where people felt

847
00:46:21,190 --> 00:46:19,040
extremely cold and it was like you know

848
00:46:22,870 --> 00:46:21,200
i've had cold spots in houses yeah but

849
00:46:25,670 --> 00:46:22,880
it was like extremely cold

850
00:46:27,270 --> 00:46:25,680
and then they saw this thing and then

851
00:46:29,670 --> 00:46:27,280
the temperature went back to normal

852
00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:29,680
after whatever they were seeing was gone

853
00:46:33,430 --> 00:46:30,400
which is

854
00:46:36,790 --> 00:46:33,440
odd well in that house i never

855
00:46:38,790 --> 00:46:36,800
uh never felt anything really cold just

856
00:46:40,150 --> 00:46:38,800
we just would see shadows of the onion

857
00:46:42,230 --> 00:46:40,160
the corn indians look and something just

858
00:46:44,950 --> 00:46:42,240
move across the wall

859
00:46:46,309 --> 00:46:44,960
the doorway and you'd go look there

860
00:46:48,630 --> 00:46:46,319
would be nothing there

861
00:46:51,030 --> 00:46:48,640
and it got to we just ignored it because

862
00:46:54,710 --> 00:46:51,040
it wasn't doing anything it wasn't

863
00:46:55,270 --> 00:46:54,720
that's all it did so and we and i would

864
00:46:57,190 --> 00:46:55,280
think

865
00:46:58,950 --> 00:46:57,200
on one of the people was very skeptical

866
00:47:00,550 --> 00:46:58,960
and they're like it's cars going by and

867
00:47:01,349 --> 00:47:00,560
i'm like the windows the blinds are

868
00:47:04,470 --> 00:47:01,359
drawn

869
00:47:07,349 --> 00:47:04,480
there's no cars outside but

870
00:47:08,630 --> 00:47:07,359
yeah i saw that one time and it was just

871
00:47:09,349 --> 00:47:08,640
like that was well let's go upstairs

872
00:47:11,990 --> 00:47:09,359
let's go look

873
00:47:12,870 --> 00:47:12,000
there was nobody there nothing up there

874
00:47:15,030 --> 00:47:12,880
yeah i don't know i

875
00:47:15,990 --> 00:47:15,040
i never saw a ghost but when my father

876
00:47:19,030 --> 00:47:16,000
died i had to move

877
00:47:21,190 --> 00:47:19,040
into my parents old house and uh you

878
00:47:24,390 --> 00:47:21,200
know like right after he died

879
00:47:28,470 --> 00:47:24,400
like right after he died and

880
00:47:29,190 --> 00:47:28,480
uh and you know i swore that he was

881
00:47:32,950 --> 00:47:29,200
there

882
00:47:34,950 --> 00:47:32,960
then i thought that it may be just

883
00:47:35,990 --> 00:47:34,960
nostalgia or something you know because

884
00:47:39,349 --> 00:47:36,000
i hadn't

885
00:47:41,030 --> 00:47:39,359
for like 10 years

886
00:47:42,470 --> 00:47:41,040
you know i was like on the outs with my

887
00:47:44,790 --> 00:47:42,480
father and family

888
00:47:46,390 --> 00:47:44,800
really and then he you know people told

889
00:47:48,630 --> 00:47:46,400
me that he was dying so then we tried to

890
00:47:50,470 --> 00:47:48,640
make amends and you know and he told me

891
00:47:53,030 --> 00:47:50,480
he told me to go you know take care of

892
00:47:53,589 --> 00:47:53,040
your mother and it was just how my dad

893
00:47:55,750 --> 00:47:53,599
told me

894
00:47:56,950 --> 00:47:55,760
yeah it was just weird in that house i

895
00:48:00,870 --> 00:47:56,960
could feel him

896
00:48:03,030 --> 00:48:00,880
in that i swore he was there for a while

897
00:48:04,950 --> 00:48:03,040
and then the feeling lifted like three

898
00:48:07,030 --> 00:48:04,960
four days after he was buried

899
00:48:09,910 --> 00:48:07,040
i felt like i could feel that he was

900
00:48:11,670 --> 00:48:09,920
gone you know it was almost like he just

901
00:48:13,750 --> 00:48:11,680
stuck around for a little bit to make

902
00:48:16,069 --> 00:48:13,760
sure that i would keep my promise

903
00:48:16,870 --> 00:48:16,079
to take care of my mother or something

904
00:48:19,589 --> 00:48:16,880
you know

905
00:48:19,990 --> 00:48:19,599
i got that feeling like he's sticking

906
00:48:21,750 --> 00:48:20,000
around

907
00:48:23,829 --> 00:48:21,760
for a couple days to make sure i do what

908
00:48:26,950 --> 00:48:23,839
i promised him or whatever but

909
00:48:28,870 --> 00:48:26,960
i felt this strong presence of him all

910
00:48:31,710 --> 00:48:28,880
over that house for a few days

911
00:48:34,390 --> 00:48:31,720
and then it lifted no way and it felt

912
00:48:35,670 --> 00:48:34,400
like it was like my dad told me the same

913
00:48:37,030 --> 00:48:35,680
thing though you just got to say take

914
00:48:37,910 --> 00:48:37,040
care of your mom and i'm like yeah dad

915
00:48:40,069 --> 00:48:37,920
i'll take care of my

916
00:48:41,030 --> 00:48:40,079
no take care of your mom dad that's a

917
00:48:42,630 --> 00:48:41,040
heavy burden

918
00:48:45,190 --> 00:48:42,640
especially i don't know how old you were

919
00:48:45,670 --> 00:48:45,200
but i was in yeah i was in my early 20s

920
00:48:51,109 --> 00:48:45,680
so

921
00:48:54,710 --> 00:48:52,549
because my mom was like a career

922
00:48:56,069 --> 00:48:54,720
housewife she never really had a job

923
00:48:58,150 --> 00:48:56,079
and he knew that she wasn't going to be

924
00:49:01,109 --> 00:48:58,160
able to like get a job and pay bills or

925
00:49:02,470 --> 00:49:01,119
take care of things around the house so

926
00:49:05,030 --> 00:49:02,480
yeah

927
00:49:06,630 --> 00:49:05,040
my mom was retired my mom uh my dad was

928
00:49:08,630 --> 00:49:06,640
71 he died my mom

929
00:49:10,069 --> 00:49:08,640
passed away at 83 but she passed away

930
00:49:13,270 --> 00:49:10,079
two years later

931
00:49:14,390 --> 00:49:13,280
um my mom died and i was just

932
00:49:18,390 --> 00:49:14,400
heartbroken

933
00:49:19,910 --> 00:49:18,400
but after her funeral any presence of

934
00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:19,920
her was gone

935
00:49:22,950 --> 00:49:21,760
so like she was like you guys are okay

936
00:49:24,790 --> 00:49:22,960
i'm out of here

937
00:49:26,069 --> 00:49:24,800
you know i still every now and then feel

938
00:49:27,750 --> 00:49:26,079
my dad

939
00:49:29,910 --> 00:49:27,760
a couple years ago i was driving

940
00:49:31,750 --> 00:49:29,920
somewhere and i was listening to country

941
00:49:32,870 --> 00:49:31,760
music and all of a sudden i just felt my

942
00:49:34,790 --> 00:49:32,880
dad come just

943
00:49:36,630 --> 00:49:34,800
like oh i like country music and i just

944
00:49:37,990 --> 00:49:36,640
started crying while i was driving i was

945
00:49:39,510 --> 00:49:38,000
like what's wrong and i'm like i just

946
00:49:42,549 --> 00:49:39,520
feel like that

947
00:49:44,150 --> 00:49:42,559
yeah that's weird right maybe something

948
00:49:48,309 --> 00:49:44,160
can trigger that feeling

949
00:49:49,109 --> 00:49:48,319
yeah yeah maybe something can trigger

950
00:49:52,630 --> 00:49:49,119
that feeling

951
00:49:57,109 --> 00:49:52,640
like and and bring them back

952
00:49:59,270 --> 00:49:57,119
you know my dad was a huge country fan

953
00:50:02,390 --> 00:49:59,280
you know wayland jennings willie nelson

954
00:50:03,829 --> 00:50:02,400
oh man me and my brother hated driving

955
00:50:05,430 --> 00:50:03,839
in the car with my dad because

956
00:50:08,150 --> 00:50:05,440
and i never understood it because he

957
00:50:11,430 --> 00:50:08,160
like grew up in philadelphia

958
00:50:13,750 --> 00:50:11,440
and it was in the you know he was like

959
00:50:15,430 --> 00:50:13,760
grew up in in this in this you know like

960
00:50:18,069 --> 00:50:15,440
60s summer of love

961
00:50:18,630 --> 00:50:18,079
you'd think he'd be a rock dude nope he

962
00:50:21,510 --> 00:50:18,640
liked

963
00:50:22,710 --> 00:50:21,520
garbage country music man well no it's

964
00:50:24,390 --> 00:50:22,720
not garbage but it's just

965
00:50:26,549 --> 00:50:24,400
i hated country music could you imagine

966
00:50:27,670 --> 00:50:26,559
like going on well you i guess you could

967
00:50:29,510 --> 00:50:27,680
your deadlift country was just a

968
00:50:31,829 --> 00:50:29,520
two-hour ride somewhere

969
00:50:33,589 --> 00:50:31,839
yeah and my dad's blasting like the oak

970
00:50:36,069 --> 00:50:33,599
ridge boys and he always had like a

971
00:50:38,549 --> 00:50:36,079
kick-ass stereo system in his van

972
00:50:40,870 --> 00:50:38,559
you know and he's just like blasting the

973
00:50:45,109 --> 00:50:40,880
oak ridge boys are willie nelson

974
00:50:46,870 --> 00:50:45,119
kenny rogers oh i hated that stuff

975
00:50:49,030 --> 00:50:46,880
but to this day when i hear one of those

976
00:50:51,190 --> 00:50:49,040
songs i think about my dad and driving

977
00:50:53,190 --> 00:50:51,200
in the van with him you know my dad

978
00:50:55,109 --> 00:50:53,200
turned me on to johnny horton who i

979
00:50:58,790 --> 00:50:55,119
still love to this day

980
00:51:00,870 --> 00:50:58,800
johnny cash uh waylon jennings

981
00:51:02,870 --> 00:51:00,880
willie nelson i mean all the outlaw to

982
00:51:03,270 --> 00:51:02,880
be out what country but he listened to

983
00:51:05,510 --> 00:51:03,280
bad

984
00:51:06,390 --> 00:51:05,520
country radio and in the 80s when we go

985
00:51:07,990 --> 00:51:06,400
hunting

986
00:51:09,829 --> 00:51:08,000
that was all you would hear was the

987
00:51:12,950 --> 00:51:09,839
judge

988
00:51:15,270 --> 00:51:12,960
yeah same [\h__\h] with my dad yeah

989
00:51:17,349 --> 00:51:15,280
but i do have to say like i was junior

990
00:51:20,790 --> 00:51:17,359
but joe decided i was happy

991
00:51:23,829 --> 00:51:20,800
for one thing of all that country music

992
00:51:27,510 --> 00:51:23,839
the oak ridge boys because

993
00:51:28,710 --> 00:51:27,520
i had to learn you know like i basically

994
00:51:31,430 --> 00:51:28,720
learned how to sing

995
00:51:32,630 --> 00:51:31,440
harmonies by listening to that stuff you

996
00:51:33,990 --> 00:51:32,640
know if you ever listen to oak ridge

997
00:51:35,750 --> 00:51:34,000
boys there's like four

998
00:51:37,750 --> 00:51:35,760
octaves in there so you know they have

999
00:51:38,069 --> 00:51:37,760
the low voice the super high voice the

1000
00:51:41,030 --> 00:51:38,079
mid

1001
00:51:42,790 --> 00:51:41,040
voice yeah and i learned how to do that

1002
00:51:44,390 --> 00:51:42,800
from the oak ridge boys and later when i

1003
00:51:46,309 --> 00:51:44,400
was in rock bands i was

1004
00:51:48,150 --> 00:51:46,319
dangerous in a recording studio because

1005
00:51:51,430 --> 00:51:48,160
i could overdub

1006
00:51:54,470 --> 00:51:51,440
you know the lower parts you know and it

1007
00:51:57,510 --> 00:51:56,069
yeah i can't say i could barely play

1008
00:52:06,630 --> 00:51:57,520
guitar yeah i mean

1009
00:52:10,630 --> 00:52:08,630
i had a self-sustaining sometimes

1010
00:52:11,670 --> 00:52:10,640
self-sustaining hobby that took me to

1011
00:52:16,230 --> 00:52:11,680
amazing

1012
00:52:20,710 --> 00:52:16,240
but it just never

1013
00:52:24,390 --> 00:52:22,390
we got paid in beer and we thought that

1014
00:52:24,950 --> 00:52:24,400
was a good time oh i did those shows

1015
00:52:28,150 --> 00:52:24,960
coming up

1016
00:52:30,630 --> 00:52:28,160
we paid

1017
00:52:31,349 --> 00:52:30,640
for a place that we could just do a show

1018
00:52:33,270 --> 00:52:31,359
you know

1019
00:52:34,549 --> 00:52:33,280
we did that but then we sold tickets so

1020
00:52:37,990 --> 00:52:34,559
we got the money back

1021
00:52:39,750 --> 00:52:38,000
and it was like yeah yeah

1022
00:52:41,190 --> 00:52:39,760
yeah we split everything with the bands

1023
00:52:42,870 --> 00:52:41,200
uh four ways there's four bands we

1024
00:52:44,870 --> 00:52:42,880
rented out of grange

1025
00:52:50,069 --> 00:52:44,880
and i think it was five dollars ahead

1026
00:52:56,870 --> 00:52:53,990
i once did a show where it was 15 bands

1027
00:52:57,349 --> 00:52:56,880
right though it was 15 it was like all

1028
00:52:59,510 --> 00:52:57,359
day

1029
00:53:01,190 --> 00:52:59,520
you know like some of the night and it

1030
00:53:04,470 --> 00:53:01,200
was in a church hall

1031
00:53:06,549 --> 00:53:04,480
and it was three dollars to get in

1032
00:53:07,750 --> 00:53:06,559
we did we did we had a friend's house

1033
00:53:09,990 --> 00:53:07,760
and it was a all-day

1034
00:53:12,230 --> 00:53:10,000
thing but it was free to get in and i

1035
00:53:12,710 --> 00:53:12,240
ate a marijuana cookie really early in

1036
00:53:15,349 --> 00:53:12,720
the day

1037
00:53:16,390 --> 00:53:15,359
we had a switch from like a 2 p.m which

1038
00:53:18,950 --> 00:53:16,400
was prime we

1039
00:53:19,910 --> 00:53:18,960
wanted to play or one was drunk yet and

1040
00:53:21,670 --> 00:53:19,920
there was just

1041
00:53:22,950 --> 00:53:21,680
getting there to six because i was too

1042
00:53:24,870 --> 00:53:22,960
high to play bass

1043
00:53:28,390 --> 00:53:24,880
and halfway through a song i stopped to

1044
00:53:29,430 --> 00:53:28,400
watch a plane fly overhead i didn't know

1045
00:53:33,910 --> 00:53:29,440
you played bass

1046
00:53:34,870 --> 00:53:33,920
are you good no damn i could use a good

1047
00:53:43,589 --> 00:53:34,880
bass player

1048
00:53:46,950 --> 00:53:43,599
so you know i've heard that yeah

1049
00:53:48,950 --> 00:53:46,960
i just do i try i was just gonna

1050
00:53:50,470 --> 00:53:48,960
i wanted to be yo you know i can't i

1051
00:53:52,390 --> 00:53:50,480
gotta say i have had

1052
00:53:54,309 --> 00:53:52,400
and i couldn't pull any of them off yeah

1053
00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:54,319
that happens i have had

1054
00:53:57,750 --> 00:53:57,200
a bunch of different bass players and uh

1055
00:54:02,069 --> 00:53:57,760
like

1056
00:54:03,349 --> 00:54:02,079
their abilities because i've had guys

1057
00:54:06,069 --> 00:54:03,359
that could barely play

1058
00:54:06,870 --> 00:54:06,079
they were [\h__\h] terrible i had one guy

1059
00:54:08,870 --> 00:54:06,880
and but it was

1060
00:54:10,150 --> 00:54:08,880
like a computer band and like most of

1061
00:54:11,349 --> 00:54:10,160
the music was coming from the computer

1062
00:54:13,109 --> 00:54:11,359
so it didn't really matter he just

1063
00:54:16,069 --> 00:54:13,119
wanted some bodies on stage

1064
00:54:17,910 --> 00:54:16,079
but he could even like play in time

1065
00:54:20,230 --> 00:54:17,920
right so we just like yeah

1066
00:54:21,670 --> 00:54:20,240
we just turned his amp way down and just

1067
00:54:24,710 --> 00:54:21,680
played the computer tracks

1068
00:54:26,630 --> 00:54:24,720
and nobody knew i used to play i used to

1069
00:54:28,549 --> 00:54:26,640
play the story base

1070
00:54:30,150 --> 00:54:28,559
just because i had a guitar amp i just

1071
00:54:32,710 --> 00:54:30,160
put the distortion up and played that

1072
00:54:34,309 --> 00:54:32,720
way and didn't take anything didn't care

1073
00:54:36,230 --> 00:54:34,319
and then then it blew and i bought a

1074
00:54:38,390 --> 00:54:36,240
bass yeah but i'm like oh wow it sounds

1075
00:54:39,990 --> 00:54:38,400
so much better like this yeah

1076
00:54:41,589 --> 00:54:40,000
oh that's the way it's supposed to say

1077
00:54:44,950 --> 00:54:41,599
oh yeah

1078
00:54:47,510 --> 00:54:44,960
what you're talking about yeah for years

1079
00:54:49,270 --> 00:54:47,520
i had a like a guitar amp and a mic

1080
00:54:51,109 --> 00:54:49,280
that's what i sang through so like if

1081
00:54:52,470 --> 00:54:51,119
you went to somebody else's band

1082
00:54:57,829 --> 00:54:52,480
you know like i didn't carry a whole pi

1083
00:55:02,309 --> 00:54:59,430
yeah i remember that you were in some

1084
00:55:02,789 --> 00:55:02,319
[\h__\h] garage sweating your balls off

1085
00:55:05,510 --> 00:55:02,799
right

1086
00:55:06,789 --> 00:55:05,520
but like you loved it i loved it i

1087
00:55:08,630 --> 00:55:06,799
wouldn't take

1088
00:55:09,990 --> 00:55:08,640
that the only thing i would change is

1089
00:55:13,829 --> 00:55:10,000
that i would probably

1090
00:55:15,109 --> 00:55:13,839
uh i don't know i think i would probably

1091
00:55:16,870 --> 00:55:15,119
have spent more time

1092
00:55:18,470 --> 00:55:16,880
in a group and less time trying to do

1093
00:55:22,870 --> 00:55:18,480
solo records because that

1094
00:55:25,270 --> 00:55:22,880
sucks it's like all the stress is on you

1095
00:55:26,789 --> 00:55:25,280
right but i called it a band and i tried

1096
00:55:29,030 --> 00:55:26,799
to get band members it just never worked

1097
00:55:31,670 --> 00:55:29,040
out so it basically turned into

1098
00:55:32,630 --> 00:55:31,680
i did everything and then i got guys to

1099
00:55:35,589 --> 00:55:32,640
play

1100
00:55:36,150 --> 00:55:35,599
the shows live and that sucks i i think

1101
00:55:37,750 --> 00:55:36,160
i was

1102
00:55:39,670 --> 00:55:37,760
i should have spent more time in a group

1103
00:55:40,870 --> 00:55:39,680
where everybody's responsible and has to

1104
00:55:43,270 --> 00:55:40,880
do something

1105
00:55:44,789 --> 00:55:43,280
but in my experience bands sucked and

1106
00:55:45,510 --> 00:55:44,799
nobody did anything that they were

1107
00:55:47,190 --> 00:55:45,520
supposed to do

1108
00:55:49,430 --> 00:55:47,200
so i got a bad taste in my mouth about

1109
00:55:51,430 --> 00:55:49,440
bands and said [\h__\h] this i'll do it all

1110
00:55:54,069 --> 00:55:51,440
myself at least i know it'll get done

1111
00:55:55,990 --> 00:55:54,079
you know only thing i really miss about

1112
00:55:58,309 --> 00:55:56,000
bands is when you're jamming with people

1113
00:56:00,390 --> 00:55:58,319
you're writing songs and all of a sudden

1114
00:56:03,430 --> 00:56:00,400
a half hour goes by you're just playing

1115
00:56:05,829 --> 00:56:03,440
that one riff over and over like

1116
00:56:07,510 --> 00:56:05,839
probably because you were high because

1117
00:56:09,349 --> 00:56:07,520
that high

1118
00:56:10,950 --> 00:56:09,359
yeah well we were sometimes we were high

1119
00:56:13,190 --> 00:56:10,960
sometimes we were sober we just got that

1120
00:56:15,030 --> 00:56:13,200
natural high from playing

1121
00:56:17,349 --> 00:56:15,040
i don't miss some of this stuff though

1122
00:56:18,390 --> 00:56:17,359
like i always had these guitar players

1123
00:56:20,470 --> 00:56:18,400
that were annoying

1124
00:56:22,630 --> 00:56:20,480
and they would spend like an inordinate

1125
00:56:24,150 --> 00:56:22,640
amount of time noodling and [\h__\h]

1126
00:56:26,870 --> 00:56:24,160
tuning their guitars

1127
00:56:27,829 --> 00:56:26,880
and that and really loud you know so

1128
00:56:31,750 --> 00:56:27,839
like

1129
00:56:34,470 --> 00:56:31,760
the guitar

1130
00:56:35,670 --> 00:56:34,480
with a tuner and let's [\h__\h] rehearse

1131
00:56:37,270 --> 00:56:35,680
i'm not going to sit here and listen you

1132
00:56:39,829 --> 00:56:37,280
[\h__\h] noodle for a half hour

1133
00:56:41,190 --> 00:56:39,839
my guitar player we played and dropped

1134
00:56:43,750 --> 00:56:41,200
and we played in d

1135
00:56:46,230 --> 00:56:43,760
and we do some songs and drop c and i'm

1136
00:56:47,510 --> 00:56:46,240
just i just walk up to my basement

1137
00:56:49,349 --> 00:56:47,520
i don't know what you're doing i like

1138
00:56:51,430 --> 00:56:49,359
playing an e and he'd be like

1139
00:56:54,069 --> 00:56:51,440
he tuned my bass better than i could by

1140
00:56:56,870 --> 00:56:54,079
ear i hated this guy

1141
00:56:57,829 --> 00:56:56,880
he's a fabulous music musician though

1142
00:57:00,150 --> 00:56:57,839
yeah i've had

1143
00:57:01,910 --> 00:57:00,160
everything dude i've had some guys that

1144
00:57:03,349 --> 00:57:01,920
like there's no way on god's green earth

1145
00:57:05,349 --> 00:57:03,359
they should have been playing with me

1146
00:57:07,109 --> 00:57:05,359
you know i was just like a rock screamer

1147
00:57:10,069 --> 00:57:07,119
guy wrote good hooks

1148
00:57:12,309 --> 00:57:10,079
but i a couple of guys that i had i was

1149
00:57:15,349 --> 00:57:12,319
like i cannot believe it i have one guy

1150
00:57:18,230 --> 00:57:15,359
this just amazing bass player uh

1151
00:57:19,910 --> 00:57:18,240
and then i thought i'll never have a

1152
00:57:21,589 --> 00:57:19,920
bass player as good as him

1153
00:57:23,349 --> 00:57:21,599
and then i got a bass player later that

1154
00:57:25,109 --> 00:57:23,359
was probably way better than him

1155
00:57:27,109 --> 00:57:25,119
you know and then guitar players i had a

1156
00:57:28,950 --> 00:57:27,119
few that were like ridiculous good but

1157
00:57:31,190 --> 00:57:28,960
they were too good for the kind of music

1158
00:57:34,710 --> 00:57:31,200
i was doing which is just very simple

1159
00:57:36,789 --> 00:57:34,720
you know riffs you know i always thought

1160
00:57:39,030 --> 00:57:36,799
it was funny because i'm a metal guy

1161
00:57:40,470 --> 00:57:39,040
i played punk rock metal industrial and

1162
00:57:43,030 --> 00:57:40,480
stuff like that but

1163
00:57:43,670 --> 00:57:43,040
in the metal community you have guys

1164
00:57:47,430 --> 00:57:43,680
that

1165
00:57:49,190 --> 00:57:47,440
just power chords and no solos

1166
00:57:50,630 --> 00:57:49,200
and then you have the guy that was doing

1167
00:57:52,309 --> 00:57:50,640
they wanted to play warren that was

1168
00:57:54,710 --> 00:57:52,319
doing arpeggios

1169
00:57:56,630 --> 00:57:54,720
i'd be like come on can we just get

1170
00:57:59,990 --> 00:57:56,640
along so we just

1171
00:58:01,910 --> 00:58:00,000
you know everything you know

1172
00:58:03,349 --> 00:58:01,920
how to play that stuff yeah you know

1173
00:58:05,030 --> 00:58:03,359
what that reminds me too is that's

1174
00:58:06,470 --> 00:58:05,040
another part about being in a band is

1175
00:58:08,950 --> 00:58:06,480
like you got to deal with these three or

1176
00:58:11,109 --> 00:58:08,960
four other guys and all their [\h__\h]

1177
00:58:13,270 --> 00:58:11,119
becomes your [\h__\h] and all their problems

1178
00:58:15,829 --> 00:58:13,280
sort of become your problems you know

1179
00:58:18,150 --> 00:58:15,839
like i had some losers man

1180
00:58:19,109 --> 00:58:18,160
sometimes it's like steve uh i'm gonna

1181
00:58:21,030 --> 00:58:19,119
need some money

1182
00:58:22,950 --> 00:58:21,040
to buy some guitar strings and i'm like

1183
00:58:23,990 --> 00:58:22,960
[\h__\h] really i gotta buy you

1184
00:58:27,910 --> 00:58:24,000
guitar strings

1185
00:58:29,510 --> 00:58:27,920
you know like drumsticks

1186
00:58:31,430 --> 00:58:29,520
yeah it's time to get a new guitar

1187
00:58:33,349 --> 00:58:31,440
player with with their own

1188
00:58:34,870 --> 00:58:33,359
you know guitar strings imagine that

1189
00:58:36,870 --> 00:58:34,880
[\h__\h]

1190
00:58:38,230 --> 00:58:36,880
yeah and then i guess i played in a bad

1191
00:58:40,710 --> 00:58:38,240
one i was in

1192
00:58:42,309 --> 00:58:40,720
i didn't have any equipment i mean i had

1193
00:58:43,910 --> 00:58:42,319
a i had a guitar and an amp but they

1194
00:58:45,750 --> 00:58:43,920
want me to play bass

1195
00:58:47,589 --> 00:58:45,760
and so i got a guitar app and they're

1196
00:58:49,190 --> 00:58:47,599
like no we got a bass amp for you we got

1197
00:58:50,470 --> 00:58:49,200
a bass for you to play it was his death

1198
00:58:53,430 --> 00:58:50,480
metal band

1199
00:58:54,710 --> 00:58:53,440
and i went okay and if you ever heard

1200
00:58:56,390 --> 00:58:54,720
bolt thrower

1201
00:58:58,870 --> 00:58:56,400
they never repeated anything in their

1202
00:59:02,789 --> 00:58:58,880
songs and that's how this band was

1203
00:59:06,470 --> 00:59:02,799
every song was 20 riffs

1204
00:59:10,069 --> 00:59:08,630
i don't know if i could do this so i

1205
00:59:13,190 --> 00:59:10,079
learned three of the songs

1206
00:59:14,549 --> 00:59:13,200
and the lead singer uh i didn't know

1207
00:59:16,069 --> 00:59:14,559
this but he had a best friend that he

1208
00:59:17,510 --> 00:59:16,079
wanted in the band so he taught him to

1209
00:59:18,870 --> 00:59:17,520
play all the bass

1210
00:59:20,470 --> 00:59:18,880
because the leaf singer was the bass

1211
00:59:21,430 --> 00:59:20,480
player but he could do the cookie

1212
00:59:23,510 --> 00:59:21,440
monster vocals

1213
00:59:25,030 --> 00:59:23,520
so he became the singer he didn't want

1214
00:59:26,549 --> 00:59:25,040
to play bass and sing

1215
00:59:28,150 --> 00:59:26,559
so he taught his best friend all the

1216
00:59:29,670 --> 00:59:28,160
bass lines so then they come back and

1217
00:59:30,950 --> 00:59:29,680
they kick me out for this guy and i'm

1218
00:59:32,390 --> 00:59:30,960
like all right

1219
00:59:35,510 --> 00:59:32,400
and then they got mad because that guy

1220
00:59:36,549 --> 00:59:35,520
couldn't double pick for some reason

1221
00:59:38,150 --> 00:59:36,559
and they're like well maybe we'll have

1222
00:59:40,150 --> 00:59:38,160
you back at least you can double pick

1223
00:59:43,750 --> 00:59:40,160
and i'm like nah dude you guys lost me

1224
00:59:45,990 --> 00:59:43,760
i'm sorry yeah i never went yeah i i

1225
00:59:47,109 --> 00:59:46,000
never like you know and that's another

1226
00:59:49,030 --> 00:59:47,119
thing too with bands is

1227
00:59:50,470 --> 00:59:49,040
there's a lot of like weird backstabbing

1228
00:59:52,789 --> 00:59:50,480
[\h__\h] that goes on

1229
00:59:54,309 --> 00:59:52,799
and i can't stand that stuff like you

1230
00:59:55,510 --> 00:59:54,319
know i had like one of my best friends

1231
00:59:58,309 --> 00:59:55,520
lie to my face

1232
00:59:58,870 --> 00:59:58,319
uh about like a set order in other words

1233
01:00:00,870 --> 00:59:58,880
like

1234
01:00:02,309 --> 01:00:00,880
i said we'll do the show but we're not

1235
01:00:03,990 --> 01:00:02,319
going first because we got

1236
01:00:05,510 --> 01:00:04,000
[\h__\h] into going first there was nobody

1237
01:00:07,510 --> 01:00:05,520
in the club there yet

1238
01:00:08,549 --> 01:00:07,520
you know it was like busy club great

1239
01:00:10,309 --> 01:00:08,559
venue but

1240
01:00:11,670 --> 01:00:10,319
you got to go on at nine or ten if

1241
01:00:14,470 --> 01:00:11,680
you're going on at

1242
01:00:15,829 --> 01:00:14,480
eight seven or eight it it's not worth

1243
01:00:16,870 --> 01:00:15,839
dragging all your [\h__\h] down there and

1244
01:00:19,430 --> 01:00:16,880
doing the show for

1245
01:00:21,109 --> 01:00:19,440
an or you know an audience of 20 or so

1246
01:00:22,950 --> 01:00:21,119
so

1247
01:00:25,430 --> 01:00:22,960
they wanted us to do it again and we did

1248
01:00:28,630 --> 01:00:25,440
i said sure but we can't be the first

1249
01:00:30,390 --> 01:00:28,640
you know the opening act and then we got

1250
01:00:32,150 --> 01:00:30,400
he basically lied straight to my face

1251
01:00:33,910 --> 01:00:32,160
and said that the band that was supposed

1252
01:00:35,750 --> 01:00:33,920
to be the opening band

1253
01:00:37,990 --> 01:00:35,760
couldn't make it for some reason and you

1254
01:00:39,589 --> 01:00:38,000
have to be the opening band now

1255
01:00:42,069 --> 01:00:39,599
and that was total [\h__\h] like we

1256
01:00:45,349 --> 01:00:42,079
found out that never happened

1257
01:00:47,270 --> 01:00:45,359
and just all that stuff we're like i i

1258
01:00:49,349 --> 01:00:47,280
i can't tell you how many bands i

1259
01:00:51,750 --> 01:00:49,359
auditioned for as a singer

1260
01:00:53,750 --> 01:00:51,760
whose current singer did not know that

1261
01:00:55,510 --> 01:00:53,760
the band was behind their back holding

1262
01:00:56,950 --> 01:00:55,520
auditions for a new singer

1263
01:00:58,870 --> 01:00:56,960
do you know what i mean like that's

1264
01:01:01,270 --> 01:00:58,880
backstabbing [\h__\h]

1265
01:01:02,549 --> 01:01:01,280
one of the bands that i was in they were

1266
01:01:06,309 --> 01:01:02,559
already talking about

1267
01:01:08,309 --> 01:01:06,319
replacing me before i quit got fired

1268
01:01:16,470 --> 01:01:08,319
yeah i always loved that too that's what

1269
01:01:20,710 --> 01:01:18,390
because you got this other guy to play

1270
01:01:21,510 --> 01:01:20,720
bass you got you got to practice with

1271
01:01:24,150 --> 01:01:21,520
them well it's because we

1272
01:01:25,829 --> 01:01:24,160
know you would show up well i did show

1273
01:01:27,670 --> 01:01:25,839
up so i can't blame you for that

1274
01:01:29,270 --> 01:01:27,680
but yeah that's awkward you show up to

1275
01:01:30,150 --> 01:01:29,280
band practice and there's another bass

1276
01:01:34,150 --> 01:01:30,160
player there like

1277
01:01:37,670 --> 01:01:34,160
uh i always like that term too

1278
01:01:40,950 --> 01:01:37,680
i love that term like we fired him

1279
01:01:43,430 --> 01:01:40,960
we fired who we fired whoever

1280
01:01:44,549 --> 01:01:43,440
but it's like you get fired in a rock

1281
01:01:47,589 --> 01:01:44,559
band and it's like

1282
01:01:50,150 --> 01:01:47,599
wait i got fired from this band that

1283
01:01:51,190 --> 01:01:50,160
barely ever paid me that i had to work

1284
01:01:54,630 --> 01:01:51,200
for nothing

1285
01:01:55,190 --> 01:01:54,640
for like a year for but yeah we i got

1286
01:01:57,190 --> 01:01:55,200
fired

1287
01:01:59,349 --> 01:01:57,200
or if you're in the band you say yeah we

1288
01:02:05,029 --> 01:01:59,359
fired that guitar player he was a

1289
01:02:10,069 --> 01:02:08,069
that was okay yeah yeah i dealt with a

1290
01:02:12,549 --> 01:02:10,079
lot of guys like

1291
01:02:13,829 --> 01:02:12,559
and i was i was at the show and i'm like

1292
01:02:15,990 --> 01:02:13,839
hey you don't want

1293
01:02:18,230 --> 01:02:16,000
nope all right and then he shows up and

1294
01:02:18,549 --> 01:02:18,240
he ties out like have fun guys i said i

1295
01:02:19,829 --> 01:02:18,559
was

1296
01:02:22,950 --> 01:02:19,839
actually a really good joke if i had a

1297
01:02:27,190 --> 01:02:22,960
blast no i don't know i

1298
01:02:29,349 --> 01:02:27,200
i once i i kind of was like

1299
01:02:30,309 --> 01:02:29,359
really really intensely focused on doing

1300
01:02:32,390 --> 01:02:30,319
a good show

1301
01:02:33,510 --> 01:02:32,400
so i would never do anything before the

1302
01:02:35,829 --> 01:02:33,520
show i was a

1303
01:02:37,910 --> 01:02:35,839
after show guy like after the show

1304
01:02:40,309 --> 01:02:37,920
especially if the show goes good

1305
01:02:42,470 --> 01:02:40,319
let's let it rip and you know celebrate

1306
01:02:44,390 --> 01:02:42,480
a good performance but not

1307
01:02:46,150 --> 01:02:44,400
you know but then i did have my times

1308
01:02:47,910 --> 01:02:46,160
where i did and i [\h__\h] up

1309
01:02:51,510 --> 01:02:47,920
you know one time i got drunk so drunk

1310
01:02:55,190 --> 01:02:53,029
yeah we used to we have some beers

1311
01:02:58,150 --> 01:02:55,200
before the show and i learned my lesson

1312
01:02:59,589 --> 01:02:58,160
edibles before a show but yeah after the

1313
01:03:00,069 --> 01:02:59,599
show is when the fun at our league

1314
01:03:03,029 --> 01:03:00,079
singer

1315
01:03:03,910 --> 01:03:03,039
uh we get so nervous playing that he

1316
01:03:05,990 --> 01:03:03,920
would actually

1317
01:03:07,430 --> 01:03:06,000
he was under age too which was funny he

1318
01:03:09,589 --> 01:03:07,440
would jump off the stage run to the

1319
01:03:10,630 --> 01:03:09,599
bathroom between songs threw up and come

1320
01:03:13,829 --> 01:03:10,640
back on the stage

1321
01:03:16,069 --> 01:03:13,839
oh i did i did that i i did that

1322
01:03:17,990 --> 01:03:16,079
like i think it was like a first it

1323
01:03:19,190 --> 01:03:18,000
wasn't my first show the first show that

1324
01:03:20,950 --> 01:03:19,200
i ever did

1325
01:03:22,630 --> 01:03:20,960
i i don't know why but i felt the

1326
01:03:24,470 --> 01:03:22,640
supreme confidence like

1327
01:03:26,549 --> 01:03:24,480
i rehearsed really well and it was just

1328
01:03:28,789 --> 01:03:26,559
me a computer and a guitar player

1329
01:03:30,950 --> 01:03:28,799
and i i was totally confident and i was

1330
01:03:34,150 --> 01:03:30,960
fine and i wasn't scared

1331
01:03:35,349 --> 01:03:34,160
or anything and then i think i [\h__\h] up

1332
01:03:38,069 --> 01:03:35,359
like that show went

1333
01:03:38,390 --> 01:03:38,079
good and then i got this ego right away

1334
01:03:40,950 --> 01:03:38,400
and

1335
01:03:42,230 --> 01:03:40,960
somebody offered me a pretty big show

1336
01:03:44,309 --> 01:03:42,240
and there was

1337
01:03:45,829 --> 01:03:44,319
[\h__\h] tons of people there and i show up

1338
01:03:46,230 --> 01:03:45,839
to the show and i'm looking around at

1339
01:03:49,670 --> 01:03:46,240
this

1340
01:03:51,589 --> 01:03:49,680
huge crowd of kids you know and i got so

1341
01:03:54,710 --> 01:03:51,599
nervous i went in the bathroom and

1342
01:03:57,270 --> 01:03:54,720
first i [\h__\h] like

1343
01:03:58,870 --> 01:03:57,280
i [\h__\h] like a polar bear and then i

1344
01:03:59,990 --> 01:03:58,880
started puking and i couldn't stop

1345
01:04:03,190 --> 01:04:00,000
puking

1346
01:04:04,710 --> 01:04:03,200
for like 20 25 minutes i puked almost

1347
01:04:05,910 --> 01:04:04,720
right up to the time where i had to go

1348
01:04:07,750 --> 01:04:05,920
under the stage

1349
01:04:09,589 --> 01:04:07,760
right so i get done puking and i was

1350
01:04:12,789 --> 01:04:09,599
just like all right i got it out

1351
01:04:16,549 --> 01:04:12,799
um i got a show to do and i did great

1352
01:04:20,069 --> 01:04:19,190
i remember uh what bad i was in misery

1353
01:04:21,430 --> 01:04:20,079
seed

1354
01:04:23,270 --> 01:04:21,440
we were supposed to play with this

1355
01:04:24,069 --> 01:04:23,280
california band it was supposed to be

1356
01:04:25,750 --> 01:04:24,079
like

1357
01:04:27,430 --> 01:04:25,760
they're coming up to washington they're

1358
01:04:29,430 --> 01:04:27,440
going to be playing bremerton

1359
01:04:31,829 --> 01:04:29,440
it's just going to be this great show

1360
01:04:33,910 --> 01:04:31,839
and they break down in oregon

1361
01:04:35,670 --> 01:04:33,920
there they have this another band was

1362
01:04:37,829 --> 01:04:35,680
with them and i don't remember

1363
01:04:39,190 --> 01:04:37,839
neither band's names and then the other

1364
01:04:39,589 --> 01:04:39,200
band that was from local was going to

1365
01:04:42,150 --> 01:04:39,599
open

1366
01:04:43,109 --> 01:04:42,160
up heard that they broke down so they

1367
01:04:46,630 --> 01:04:43,119
canceled

1368
01:04:47,990 --> 01:04:46,640
and we showed up we have 45 minutes

1369
01:04:50,870 --> 01:04:48,000
worth of material and they go

1370
01:04:52,309 --> 01:04:50,880
hey can you guys play two hours we play

1371
01:04:55,589 --> 01:04:52,319
every song twice

1372
01:04:58,069 --> 01:04:55,599
and we did that place packed out and it

1373
01:04:59,750 --> 01:04:58,079
was just like there was leaves

1374
01:05:01,670 --> 01:04:59,760
oh those kind of things were great

1375
01:05:03,270 --> 01:05:01,680
though and yeah i did a show like that

1376
01:05:04,230 --> 01:05:03,280
once where we showed up and we only had

1377
01:05:07,270 --> 01:05:04,240
a half hour

1378
01:05:09,190 --> 01:05:07,280
and somebody didn't show and uh and the

1379
01:05:10,390 --> 01:05:09,200
guy who was running the show said can

1380
01:05:12,069 --> 01:05:10,400
you guys play for like an

1381
01:05:14,390 --> 01:05:12,079
hour because so-and-so didn't show up

1382
01:05:16,710 --> 01:05:14,400
and i go sure and the guitar player is

1383
01:05:18,710 --> 01:05:16,720
looking at me like

1384
01:05:20,309 --> 01:05:18,720
what the [\h__\h] you know like what the

1385
01:05:23,029 --> 01:05:20,319
[\h__\h] are we gonna play for an

1386
01:05:24,630 --> 01:05:23,039
hour and i'm like you know all those new

1387
01:05:26,549 --> 01:05:24,640
songs that we never finished

1388
01:05:28,630 --> 01:05:26,559
we're going to rehearse them live and

1389
01:05:30,549 --> 01:05:28,640
i'm going to improv lyrics and vocals

1390
01:05:33,349 --> 01:05:30,559
because we don't really have them yet

1391
01:05:34,230 --> 01:05:33,359
just [\h__\h] just improv and actually it

1392
01:05:36,309 --> 01:05:34,240
went great

1393
01:05:37,910 --> 01:05:36,319
you know because they had the basic

1394
01:05:38,470 --> 01:05:37,920
riffs and then everybody just did a

1395
01:05:41,670 --> 01:05:38,480
little bit of

1396
01:05:43,510 --> 01:05:41,680
improv so we stretched the hour and then

1397
01:05:44,950 --> 01:05:43,520
the band sort of trusted me after that

1398
01:05:47,190 --> 01:05:44,960
but they were like pissed

1399
01:05:48,789 --> 01:05:47,200
like what the [\h__\h] did you tell him we

1400
01:05:51,029 --> 01:05:48,799
have an hour for

1401
01:05:52,950 --> 01:05:51,039
it's great i watched a band with uh it

1402
01:05:53,750 --> 01:05:52,960
was like three guys that i know four

1403
01:05:56,950 --> 01:05:53,760
guys that i know

1404
01:05:57,349 --> 01:05:56,960
and you and it was just all right uh

1405
01:05:59,430 --> 01:05:57,359
they

1406
01:06:00,710 --> 01:05:59,440
never practiced ever played together and

1407
01:06:02,470 --> 01:06:00,720
they'd be like all right we need some

1408
01:06:04,069 --> 01:06:02,480
ideas i'm gonna play the death metal

1409
01:06:05,190 --> 01:06:04,079
song and then the guitar player starts

1410
01:06:06,630 --> 01:06:05,200
playing a riff

1411
01:06:08,630 --> 01:06:06,640
and all this stuff and then they wrote

1412
01:06:09,990 --> 01:06:08,640
songs and it was just verse chords verse

1413
01:06:12,470 --> 01:06:10,000
very very bonesy

1414
01:06:13,270 --> 01:06:12,480
but it was just a blast because they

1415
01:06:14,789 --> 01:06:13,280
never played

1416
01:06:16,710 --> 01:06:14,799
they were just writing songs on stage

1417
01:06:18,309 --> 01:06:16,720
and playing them and they were such they

1418
01:06:20,950 --> 01:06:18,319
were good enough musicians and drunk

1419
01:06:23,589 --> 01:06:20,960
enough that they pulled it off

1420
01:06:24,470 --> 01:06:23,599
yeah boy i had some crazy nights doing

1421
01:06:27,990 --> 01:06:24,480
that stuff

1422
01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:28,000
and uh it's a wonder i didn't ever die

1423
01:06:31,670 --> 01:06:30,079
from some of the stupid [\h__\h] that we did

1424
01:06:33,589 --> 01:06:31,680
you know like

1425
01:06:35,430 --> 01:06:33,599
i mean there was a time where like when

1426
01:06:36,950 --> 01:06:35,440
we were doing uh i was doing lots of

1427
01:06:38,870 --> 01:06:36,960
shows in philly and there

1428
01:06:40,069 --> 01:06:38,880
everybody was always handing me party

1429
01:06:41,990 --> 01:06:40,079
favors

1430
01:06:43,910 --> 01:06:42,000
and i kind of felt like i'm the singer i

1431
01:06:46,710 --> 01:06:43,920
gotta i gotta do it

1432
01:06:49,510 --> 01:06:46,720
like what is this you know oh okay i'll

1433
01:06:55,910 --> 01:06:52,710
yeah it was pretty crazy

1434
01:06:58,309 --> 01:06:55,920
yeah i kept getting into drugs

1435
01:06:59,829 --> 01:06:58,319
and i developed a math problem i wonder

1436
01:07:01,589 --> 01:06:59,839
how that worked

1437
01:07:03,670 --> 01:07:01,599
yeah i'm sorry to hear that because i

1438
01:07:05,270 --> 01:07:03,680
hear i had a friend that did that and he

1439
01:07:07,510 --> 01:07:05,280
was really hooked for a long time i

1440
01:07:08,870 --> 01:07:07,520
think he was smoking it and snorting it

1441
01:07:09,270 --> 01:07:08,880
yeah i was talking that's what i was

1442
01:07:11,430 --> 01:07:09,280
doing

1443
01:07:13,349 --> 01:07:11,440
smoking a store not eating it but never

1444
01:07:15,910 --> 01:07:13,359
shot it up no needles

1445
01:07:17,109 --> 01:07:15,920
and um this this generally 19 years off

1446
01:07:19,829 --> 01:07:17,119
of it so

1447
01:07:20,230 --> 01:07:19,839
good for you how long were you using

1448
01:07:23,670 --> 01:07:20,240
about

1449
01:07:25,190 --> 01:07:23,680
six seven years i mean maybe ten years

1450
01:07:28,549 --> 01:07:25,200
actually but six seven years

1451
01:07:30,150 --> 01:07:28,559
like i had a problem wow yeah i'm glad

1452
01:07:32,390 --> 01:07:30,160
that you made it through that brother

1453
01:07:34,230 --> 01:07:32,400
i always paid my rent so i mean it was

1454
01:07:37,349 --> 01:07:34,240
well yeah you're doing math

1455
01:07:39,430 --> 01:07:37,359
you can go to work on math you probably

1456
01:07:42,230 --> 01:07:39,440
perform better on math i mean it's a

1457
01:07:43,510 --> 01:07:42,240
shame to say it but

1458
01:07:45,190 --> 01:07:43,520
yeah i used to have a friend that would

1459
01:07:46,549 --> 01:07:45,200
smoke that [\h__\h] and he would be awake

1460
01:07:49,270 --> 01:07:46,559
for like three days

1461
01:07:50,630 --> 01:07:49,280
he would smoke it yeah be awake for like

1462
01:07:52,710 --> 01:07:50,640
three days

1463
01:07:54,549 --> 01:07:52,720
when i first the first real long binge i

1464
01:07:55,670 --> 01:07:54,559
went on was about two weeks i might have

1465
01:07:58,150 --> 01:07:55,680
gotten

1466
01:07:58,950 --> 01:07:58,160
maybe 24 hours of sleep it's you know

1467
01:08:00,470 --> 01:07:58,960
two weeks

1468
01:08:02,950 --> 01:08:00,480
because i thought you could smoke it

1469
01:08:07,510 --> 01:08:02,960
like weed

1470
01:08:09,750 --> 01:08:07,520
you know no you can't

1471
01:08:11,109 --> 01:08:09,760
listen genocide bailey stoner is

1472
01:08:13,270 --> 01:08:11,119
laughing at me

1473
01:08:14,230 --> 01:08:13,280
for saying you can go to work on meth

1474
01:08:16,550 --> 01:08:14,240
have you ever

1475
01:08:18,309 --> 01:08:16,560
worked in the trades because there's a

1476
01:08:20,789 --> 01:08:18,319
lot of dudes especially

1477
01:08:21,749 --> 01:08:20,799
like the lower run that are in

1478
01:08:24,870 --> 01:08:21,759
construction

1479
01:08:26,149 --> 01:08:24,880
and they're doing math work as a i was a

1480
01:08:28,709 --> 01:08:26,159
marketer as a cook

1481
01:08:29,990 --> 01:08:28,719
and a dormant on meth unfortunately i

1482
01:08:32,390 --> 01:08:30,000
have to say it's my first year of

1483
01:08:35,669 --> 01:08:32,400
driving taxi i was on math

1484
01:08:37,269 --> 01:08:35,679
oh holy [\h__\h] you know but that was

1485
01:08:38,870 --> 01:08:37,279
that was pretty much i think they all

1486
01:08:41,030 --> 01:08:38,880
knew you know you'd wake up you do some

1487
01:08:44,149 --> 01:08:41,040
math and you'd drive for 12 hours

1488
01:08:45,910 --> 01:08:44,159
14 hours and you were fine doing it it

1489
01:08:46,870 --> 01:08:45,920
just got to a point where i didn't want

1490
01:08:49,990 --> 01:08:46,880
to be on it

1491
01:08:54,070 --> 01:08:52,149
you know i just never looked back and

1492
01:08:55,749 --> 01:08:54,080
thankfully i've lost

1493
01:08:58,149 --> 01:08:55,759
a couple of friends from it but most

1494
01:08:59,910 --> 01:08:58,159
everyone that i hung out with got clean

1495
01:09:02,709 --> 01:08:59,920
you know one good one became a drug

1496
01:09:05,030 --> 01:09:02,719
counselor but i still see a couple of my

1497
01:09:08,309 --> 01:09:05,040
um you know i see my old dealer

1498
01:09:09,910 --> 01:09:08,319
who's homeless downtown you know still

1499
01:09:11,749 --> 01:09:09,920
doing what he does

1500
01:09:13,269 --> 01:09:11,759
you know she's going to cry now he's

1501
01:09:14,950 --> 01:09:13,279
like 55 just

1502
01:09:16,309 --> 01:09:14,960
like you know it still has his teeth too

1503
01:09:18,709 --> 01:09:16,319
which i can't believe

1504
01:09:19,990 --> 01:09:18,719
some people get lucky with it and they

1505
01:09:22,709 --> 01:09:20,000
and they just

1506
01:09:23,269 --> 01:09:22,719
keep surfing on you know i mean i didn't

1507
01:09:27,269 --> 01:09:23,279
know

1508
01:09:28,470 --> 01:09:27,279
knew a lot of people on heroin in

1509
01:09:30,470 --> 01:09:28,480
philadelphia

1510
01:09:31,910 --> 01:09:30,480
and even people you would never suspect

1511
01:09:34,470 --> 01:09:31,920
that were

1512
01:09:36,070 --> 01:09:34,480
secretly you know like they'd go to work

1513
01:09:37,430 --> 01:09:36,080
they'd maintain an oral life and then

1514
01:09:40,309 --> 01:09:37,440
all weekend they'd be

1515
01:09:42,309 --> 01:09:40,319
shooting up and riding off and [\h__\h] they

1516
01:09:45,669 --> 01:09:42,319
were a functioning junkie they

1517
01:09:49,269 --> 01:09:45,679
for 20 years just enough to maintain

1518
01:09:51,030 --> 01:09:49,279
and got divorced and then

1519
01:09:53,030 --> 01:09:51,040
you know got depressed and went right

1520
01:09:53,829 --> 01:09:53,040
back into it and ended up losing

1521
01:09:56,070 --> 01:09:53,839
everything

1522
01:09:57,030 --> 01:09:56,080
and then and they recovered and he's

1523
01:10:06,390 --> 01:09:57,040
been clean

1524
01:10:09,510 --> 01:10:07,750
i was going to say good for you for

1525
01:10:10,470 --> 01:10:09,520
beating it because that's not an easy

1526
01:10:13,590 --> 01:10:10,480
demon to beat

1527
01:10:15,350 --> 01:10:13,600
i know you know no it sucked i

1528
01:10:18,310 --> 01:10:15,360
tell everyone i'm like how'd you do it

1529
01:10:21,189 --> 01:10:18,320
one day at a time the first year sucked

1530
01:10:22,790 --> 01:10:21,199
it did i it was just you know well it

1531
01:10:23,750 --> 01:10:22,800
sucked and then i got fat which i was

1532
01:10:26,950 --> 01:10:23,760
just like well

1533
01:10:27,669 --> 01:10:26,960
wait how do i get fat yeah meth will

1534
01:10:31,669 --> 01:10:27,679
keep you thin

1535
01:10:33,189 --> 01:10:31,679
right i'm happy you know but

1536
01:10:34,470 --> 01:10:33,199
and i still see it's still in our

1537
01:10:36,070 --> 01:10:34,480
community around here i still have

1538
01:10:36,550 --> 01:10:36,080
family members and people that i know

1539
01:10:38,470 --> 01:10:36,560
that are

1540
01:10:40,310 --> 01:10:38,480
sure it's in every yeah it's all over

1541
01:10:41,830 --> 01:10:40,320
the place

1542
01:10:43,270 --> 01:10:41,840
but you know i've also known people that

1543
01:10:44,229 --> 01:10:43,280
you know brought the pills that went to

1544
01:10:46,550 --> 01:10:44,239
heroin

1545
01:10:47,270 --> 01:10:46,560
yeah alcohol too i think you know

1546
01:10:49,910 --> 01:10:47,280
there's people

1547
01:10:52,229 --> 01:10:49,920
yeah and there's and there's it's just

1548
01:10:52,550 --> 01:10:52,239
easy to make that you know well not easy

1549
01:10:54,630 --> 01:10:52,560
but

1550
01:10:55,990 --> 01:10:54,640
you know there's meth labs and stuff i

1551
01:10:57,990 --> 01:10:56,000
remember there was the state

1552
01:11:00,070 --> 01:10:58,000
troopers there were state troopers on

1553
01:11:02,390 --> 01:11:00,080
the dirt roads near my cabin

1554
01:11:04,310 --> 01:11:02,400
and i kept seeing them and i'm like and

1555
01:11:07,030 --> 01:11:04,320
they were just kind of rolling around

1556
01:11:08,070 --> 01:11:07,040
slow you know but i would see them every

1557
01:11:09,510 --> 01:11:08,080
once in a while and

1558
01:11:11,189 --> 01:11:09,520
and if i was talking to one of my

1559
01:11:13,830 --> 01:11:11,199
neighbors i'm like what's what's up with

1560
01:11:15,510 --> 01:11:13,840
the state troopers and he's like oh uh

1561
01:11:17,189 --> 01:11:15,520
they're just like looking for meth labs

1562
01:11:19,189 --> 01:11:17,199
back in the woods here

1563
01:11:20,229 --> 01:11:19,199
they do that every once in a while i'm

1564
01:11:22,149 --> 01:11:20,239
like oh great

1565
01:11:23,669 --> 01:11:22,159
there may be a meth lab around my

1566
01:11:25,350 --> 01:11:23,679
cabinet you know like but

1567
01:11:27,430 --> 01:11:25,360
yeah back in the woods you just need a

1568
01:11:27,830 --> 01:11:27,440
trailer some chemicals and glassware you

1569
01:11:30,470 --> 01:11:27,840
know

1570
01:11:31,750 --> 01:11:30,480
yeah yeah what i thought was funny was

1571
01:11:33,270 --> 01:11:31,760
when i was in it

1572
01:11:34,950 --> 01:11:33,280
i always met up with the dealers i

1573
01:11:37,030 --> 01:11:34,960
always became friends with the dealers

1574
01:11:39,030 --> 01:11:37,040
but i never wanted a deal myself but i

1575
01:11:40,790 --> 01:11:39,040
always ended up helping you know

1576
01:11:42,390 --> 01:11:40,800
not dealing but oh i can i don't want to

1577
01:11:44,310 --> 01:11:42,400
get some you know

1578
01:11:46,470 --> 01:11:44,320
uh but whatever i better cook is when

1579
01:11:48,470 --> 01:11:46,480
i'm like okay i gotta back off i gotta

1580
01:11:50,470 --> 01:11:48,480
get clean for a while because

1581
01:11:52,470 --> 01:11:50,480
everybody that i knew that met cooks

1582
01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:52,480
either got arrested

1583
01:11:55,990 --> 01:11:54,880
uh turned you know into an informant

1584
01:11:58,950 --> 01:11:56,000
which i just you know

1585
01:12:00,709 --> 01:11:58,960
do your own time or died and i'm like i

1586
01:12:01,990 --> 01:12:00,719
i don't want to be around the cooks man

1587
01:12:04,950 --> 01:12:02,000
every time i

1588
01:12:06,550 --> 01:12:04,960
back off yeah you know i told i told the

1589
01:12:08,310 --> 01:12:06,560
genocide i told this story before it's

1590
01:12:10,709 --> 01:12:08,320
so funny my uh

1591
01:12:11,750 --> 01:12:10,719
my uncles on my mother's side were like

1592
01:12:15,669 --> 01:12:11,760
uh bikers

1593
01:12:18,790 --> 01:12:15,679
and the pagans you know and uh

1594
01:12:19,510 --> 01:12:18,800
one time you know i was like grown i

1595
01:12:22,070 --> 01:12:19,520
think i was like

1596
01:12:23,830 --> 01:12:22,080
16 maybe i don't know almost grown and

1597
01:12:24,950 --> 01:12:23,840
you know i was really into science so my

1598
01:12:27,990 --> 01:12:24,960
uncle comes to me

1599
01:12:29,430 --> 01:12:28,000
and he's like hey uh you know uh we

1600
01:12:30,709 --> 01:12:29,440
could really use somebody like you like

1601
01:12:33,270 --> 01:12:30,719
a science guy

1602
01:12:35,270 --> 01:12:33,280
you know uh and uh we're gonna have this

1603
01:12:37,590 --> 01:12:35,280
whole laboratory in there i'm like

1604
01:12:38,790 --> 01:12:37,600
i'm like uncle murph do you want me to

1605
01:12:41,430 --> 01:12:38,800
become a meth cook

1606
01:12:42,149 --> 01:12:41,440
i'm 16 years old bro and he's like yeah

1607
01:12:44,310 --> 01:12:42,159
but uh

1608
01:12:45,350 --> 01:12:44,320
you know a lot about science for like a

1609
01:12:46,790 --> 01:12:45,360
lot and

1610
01:12:48,310 --> 01:12:46,800
we think you'd be okay and we're gonna

1611
01:12:49,510 --> 01:12:48,320
get you some help i'm like what are you

1612
01:12:51,270 --> 01:12:49,520
gonna get me he's like well

1613
01:12:53,590 --> 01:12:51,280
i don't know they got some books i'm

1614
01:12:55,669 --> 01:12:53,600
like great great my uncle murph

1615
01:12:57,189 --> 01:12:55,679
wants me to go cook meth because they

1616
01:13:00,630 --> 01:12:57,199
found some science books

1617
01:13:04,310 --> 01:13:00,640
and some lab equipment right

1618
01:13:06,550 --> 01:13:04,320
that's my family bro you got

1619
01:13:08,390 --> 01:13:06,560
in my family they used to get they were

1620
01:13:10,310 --> 01:13:08,400
always in and out of jail my uncles

1621
01:13:11,750 --> 01:13:10,320
because they were like they literally

1622
01:13:13,510 --> 01:13:11,760
robbed box cars

1623
01:13:15,990 --> 01:13:13,520
like they would find out somehow which

1624
01:13:18,470 --> 01:13:16,000
box cars had cigarettes or liquor

1625
01:13:19,189 --> 01:13:18,480
and then they would rob the box cars

1626
01:13:21,350 --> 01:13:19,199
somehow

1627
01:13:22,390 --> 01:13:21,360
like they would cut the fence and like

1628
01:13:24,390 --> 01:13:22,400
get in there and

1629
01:13:25,750 --> 01:13:24,400
break it open and steal all the [\h__\h] out

1630
01:13:27,990 --> 01:13:25,760
of it

1631
01:13:29,590 --> 01:13:28,000
and i don't know they got caught i'm

1632
01:13:32,790 --> 01:13:29,600
like the bikers around here

1633
01:13:34,070 --> 01:13:32,800
in the counter city oh wow really see

1634
01:13:37,910 --> 01:13:34,080
that

1635
01:13:39,510 --> 01:13:37,920
yeah it was it was just all of a sudden

1636
01:13:41,430 --> 01:13:39,520
that bill started flooding the area and

1637
01:13:44,310 --> 01:13:41,440
then all of a sudden like all the

1638
01:13:45,590 --> 01:13:44,320
bikers that i knew from a certain frito

1639
01:13:48,790 --> 01:13:45,600
gang

1640
01:13:49,830 --> 01:13:48,800
club uh gone they all got posted i'm

1641
01:13:51,590 --> 01:13:49,840
like what happened

1642
01:13:55,189 --> 01:13:51,600
they were counterfeiting i'm like oh

1643
01:14:00,149 --> 01:13:57,750
yeah when i was a kid when i was a kid

1644
01:14:01,270 --> 01:14:00,159
my uncles were keeping liquor in my

1645
01:14:02,870 --> 01:14:01,280
basement in my

1646
01:14:05,350 --> 01:14:02,880
parents basement you know because it's

1647
01:14:07,189 --> 01:14:05,360
their sister and that's how it worked

1648
01:14:09,110 --> 01:14:07,199
like they they every once in a while

1649
01:14:10,630 --> 01:14:09,120
they would come and take a few boxes

1650
01:14:12,630 --> 01:14:10,640
and stuff and then finally one day my

1651
01:14:14,149 --> 01:14:12,640
dad got pissed off and told him like you

1652
01:14:16,470 --> 01:14:14,159
gotta come take all this [\h__\h]

1653
01:14:17,189 --> 01:14:16,480
and there was literally a truckload of

1654
01:14:22,550 --> 01:14:17,199
liquor

1655
01:14:24,310 --> 01:14:22,560
in our basement and they had to come

1656
01:14:27,030 --> 01:14:24,320
with like a rental truck

1657
01:14:27,350 --> 01:14:27,040
van or something to get it all out of

1658
01:14:29,430 --> 01:14:27,360
there

1659
01:14:31,030 --> 01:14:29,440
all the neighbors were out watching this

1660
01:14:32,229 --> 01:14:31,040
stuff get because it got loaded in

1661
01:14:34,390 --> 01:14:32,239
slowly like they

1662
01:14:36,070 --> 01:14:34,400
you know in the middle of the night or

1663
01:14:37,990 --> 01:14:36,080
something my mom was like letting them

1664
01:14:38,550 --> 01:14:38,000
in because my mom's like an alcoholic so

1665
01:14:40,790 --> 01:14:38,560
she's like

1666
01:14:41,750 --> 01:14:40,800
you want to store liquor here absolutely

1667
01:14:43,590 --> 01:14:41,760
go ahead

1668
01:14:46,870 --> 01:14:43,600
and my dad's sleeping he doesn't know

1669
01:14:48,790 --> 01:14:46,880
what's going on you know it's crazy

1670
01:14:50,790 --> 01:14:48,800
well i remember a friend of mine calls

1671
01:14:52,630 --> 01:14:50,800
me up out of the blue hat

1672
01:14:54,229 --> 01:14:52,640
hey man i gotta do a drug deal i swing

1673
01:14:56,550 --> 01:14:54,239
by your house and i'm like

1674
01:14:57,830 --> 01:14:56,560
i'm not really sure man i mean it's like

1675
01:14:58,790 --> 01:14:57,840
who are you doing it with it's like i'm

1676
01:15:02,229 --> 01:14:58,800
dealing with this one guy

1677
01:15:04,709 --> 01:15:02,239
i know him so okay just this one time

1678
01:15:05,669 --> 01:15:04,719
and he was he was a club member uh and

1679
01:15:08,149 --> 01:15:05,679
that he uh

1680
01:15:09,669 --> 01:15:08,159
they come over and they did a deal when

1681
01:15:10,229 --> 01:15:09,679
they were done the guy goes well you

1682
01:15:12,149 --> 01:15:10,239
know

1683
01:15:14,149 --> 01:15:12,159
you're the house owner and hands me off

1684
01:15:16,070 --> 01:15:14,159
like half an ounce of meth and i'm like

1685
01:15:17,510 --> 01:15:16,080
well you really want you guys doing this

1686
01:15:20,470 --> 01:15:17,520
at my house a lot but

1687
01:15:21,430 --> 01:15:20,480
if you need a spot yeah give me a call

1688
01:15:22,870 --> 01:15:21,440
yeah

1689
01:15:25,590 --> 01:15:22,880
as long as you get hooked up that's kind

1690
01:15:27,270 --> 01:15:25,600
of how it works right yeah

1691
01:15:29,270 --> 01:15:27,280
they never called me back so it was kind

1692
01:15:30,950 --> 01:15:29,280
of cool

1693
01:15:34,550 --> 01:15:30,960
but yeah i was just i was just like i

1694
01:15:40,870 --> 01:15:38,630
this actually worked out my favorite

1695
01:15:43,189 --> 01:15:40,880
yeah i miss those i kind of do miss

1696
01:15:45,590 --> 01:15:43,199
those rock band days sometimes but

1697
01:15:46,870 --> 01:15:45,600
it was a lot of work a lot of work i

1698
01:15:48,550 --> 01:15:46,880
don't miss the drama

1699
01:15:50,070 --> 01:15:48,560
yeah and you know you were talking about

1700
01:15:51,430 --> 01:15:50,080
all these drugs like when i was doing

1701
01:15:55,510 --> 01:15:51,440
that there was just drugs

1702
01:15:57,990 --> 01:15:55,520
everywhere bro like everywhere yeah

1703
01:15:58,950 --> 01:15:58,000
well there was like i remember we were

1704
01:16:00,550 --> 01:15:58,960
we did a party

1705
01:16:02,149 --> 01:16:00,560
we played a party and i remember walking

1706
01:16:02,630 --> 01:16:02,159
into a room and that's when i first saw

1707
01:16:03,910 --> 01:16:02,640
someone

1708
01:16:05,350 --> 01:16:03,920
and they were shooting that mess but i

1709
01:16:06,790 --> 01:16:05,360
didn't know the time i thought they were

1710
01:16:08,709 --> 01:16:06,800
shooting heroin i was just like

1711
01:16:10,310 --> 01:16:08,719
oh that's this kind of party i just kind

1712
01:16:12,550 --> 01:16:10,320
of left

1713
01:16:13,990 --> 01:16:12,560
that room and then it was like oh

1714
01:16:15,830 --> 01:16:14,000
they're just doing they were just doing

1715
01:16:17,590 --> 01:16:15,840
mess man it wasn't anything bad i'm like

1716
01:16:19,830 --> 01:16:17,600
oh

1717
01:16:20,709 --> 01:16:19,840
yeah i really did i mean i didn't really

1718
01:16:23,990 --> 01:16:20,719
know what meth did

1719
01:16:25,669 --> 01:16:24,000
that time i was like 21 or 22 like okay

1720
01:16:28,229 --> 01:16:25,679
but that was also my introduction you

1721
01:16:31,350 --> 01:16:28,239
know like you want to do the line

1722
01:16:33,110 --> 01:16:31,360
okay i'll do i'm gonna lie i'm cool

1723
01:16:35,350 --> 01:16:33,120
yeah i went to a party once there was

1724
01:16:36,470 --> 01:16:35,360
like a lot of like real hot chick models

1725
01:16:37,990 --> 01:16:36,480
and stuff and then

1726
01:16:40,070 --> 01:16:38,000
the next thing you know like everybody's

1727
01:16:42,310 --> 01:16:40,080
taking this little kit out with needles

1728
01:16:42,790 --> 01:16:42,320
and [\h__\h] and i'm like no this is not my

1729
01:16:45,350 --> 01:16:42,800
scene

1730
01:16:46,950 --> 01:16:45,360
and like literally like half hour later

1731
01:16:48,310 --> 01:16:46,960
like half the people in there were all

1732
01:16:50,630 --> 01:16:48,320
[\h__\h] nodded off

1733
01:16:51,990 --> 01:16:50,640
shot up and everybody's like you want

1734
01:16:55,189 --> 01:16:52,000
you want some i'm like no

1735
01:16:55,910 --> 01:16:55,199
not not really i'm good and i got out of

1736
01:16:57,030 --> 01:16:55,920
there

1737
01:17:00,550 --> 01:16:57,040
then it was just turned into like

1738
01:17:03,030 --> 01:17:00,560
zombies but it wasn't

1739
01:17:03,669 --> 01:17:03,040
i was like i like this this this could

1740
01:17:06,470 --> 01:17:03,679
be fun

1741
01:17:07,510 --> 01:17:06,480
but i watch train spotting and i'm not

1742
01:17:10,630 --> 01:17:07,520
doing this

1743
01:17:13,830 --> 01:17:10,640
yeah that's terrible it'll destroy your

1744
01:17:19,189 --> 01:17:17,510
but i'm gonna let you go yeah yeah

1745
01:17:20,709 --> 01:17:19,199
well i appreciate you calling in and you

1746
01:17:22,550 --> 01:17:20,719
actually spoke which is

1747
01:17:24,310 --> 01:17:22,560
you know you spoke a lot more than when

1748
01:17:28,310 --> 01:17:24,320
you're on the panel so maybe we'll have

1749
01:17:32,870 --> 01:17:30,550
a good idea actually talk but thank you

1750
01:17:36,070 --> 01:17:32,880
say hello to your beautiful wife for me

1751
01:17:38,310 --> 01:17:36,080
i appreciate your call thank you

1752
01:17:40,470 --> 01:17:38,320
later brother all right let's throw mr

1753
01:17:42,149 --> 01:17:40,480
genocide out of here

1754
01:17:43,590 --> 01:17:42,159
i tell you how to work a phone so the

1755
01:17:44,790 --> 01:17:43,600
line is open if anybody else wants to

1756
01:17:47,990 --> 01:17:44,800
call in otherwise we're gonna

1757
01:17:52,470 --> 01:17:48,000
i'm devoting my full attention um

1758
01:17:52,480 --> 01:18:01,669
one second here friends

1759
01:18:01,679 --> 01:18:06,630
let's try that again

1760
01:18:09,990 --> 01:18:08,470
okay b it is a heart disease to be my

1761
01:18:11,750 --> 01:18:10,000
sister is working on my mom has been

1762
01:18:13,189 --> 01:18:11,760
super for 23 years she tried to commit

1763
01:18:16,229 --> 01:18:13,199
suicide a few times while i was growing

1764
01:18:18,550 --> 01:18:16,239
up oh sorry to hear that miss jones died

1765
01:18:20,390 --> 01:18:18,560
yeah i don't know if i ever mentioned it

1766
01:18:21,750 --> 01:18:20,400
and i'm not sure why i should but my

1767
01:18:26,470 --> 01:18:21,760
mother was an alcoholic

1768
01:18:30,070 --> 01:18:26,480
like my entire life um especially um

1769
01:18:31,750 --> 01:18:30,080
well she had periods of sobriety like my

1770
01:18:32,630 --> 01:18:31,760
father basically forced her to quit

1771
01:18:34,310 --> 01:18:32,640
drinking

1772
01:18:36,550 --> 01:18:34,320
several different times but eventually

1773
01:18:39,030 --> 01:18:36,560
she would always go back sneaking drinks

1774
01:18:40,070 --> 01:18:39,040
you know there was like gallons of wine

1775
01:18:42,229 --> 01:18:40,080
hidden in the hallway

1776
01:18:43,430 --> 01:18:42,239
closet that my father didn't know about

1777
01:18:45,590 --> 01:18:43,440
you know

1778
01:18:46,550 --> 01:18:45,600
uh it's tough growing up with that you

1779
01:18:51,110 --> 01:18:46,560
know

1780
01:18:53,189 --> 01:18:51,120
she was doing pretty good

1781
01:18:54,950 --> 01:18:53,199
and then after my father died she just

1782
01:18:58,149 --> 01:18:54,960
lost it as far as

1783
01:19:00,630 --> 01:18:58,159
her alcoholism went she just sort of

1784
01:19:03,350 --> 01:19:00,640
died of a broken heart without my father

1785
01:19:03,830 --> 01:19:03,360
around to stop her and we did what we

1786
01:19:06,229 --> 01:19:03,840
could

1787
01:19:10,070 --> 01:19:06,239
you know we sent her to rehab and paid

1788
01:19:16,310 --> 01:19:13,110
but she never she never cleaned up

1789
01:19:17,350 --> 01:19:16,320
um and it was actually alcohol that

1790
01:19:20,149 --> 01:19:17,360
killed her

1791
01:19:21,270 --> 01:19:20,159
because she died of basically liver

1792
01:19:23,270 --> 01:19:21,280
failure

1793
01:19:24,470 --> 01:19:23,280
her liver and all of her organs just

1794
01:19:27,110 --> 01:19:24,480
started shutting down

1795
01:19:27,510 --> 01:19:27,120
because of the intake of alcohol you

1796
01:19:30,149 --> 01:19:27,520
know

1797
01:19:30,870 --> 01:19:30,159
i worry about these things myself you

1798
01:19:33,830 --> 01:19:30,880
know

1799
01:19:34,470 --> 01:19:33,840
especially post covid i think i would be

1800
01:19:35,990 --> 01:19:34,480
lying

1801
01:19:38,070 --> 01:19:36,000
if i didn't say that my drinking

1802
01:19:40,870 --> 01:19:38,080
probably doubled

1803
01:19:41,590 --> 01:19:40,880
uh my frequency and amount that i would

1804
01:19:44,470 --> 01:19:41,600
drink in a week

1805
01:19:46,630 --> 01:19:44,480
probably doubled since the beginning of

1806
01:19:50,470 --> 01:19:46,640
our current health crisis

1807
01:19:52,470 --> 01:19:50,480
um and i'm not gonna make excuses

1808
01:19:54,950 --> 01:19:52,480
i'm just saying that's basically where

1809
01:19:58,070 --> 01:19:54,960
i'm at and i know i have to

1810
01:20:01,830 --> 01:19:58,080
you know i know i have to calm down

1811
01:20:05,270 --> 01:20:01,840
right um but i guess

1812
01:20:07,910 --> 01:20:05,280
i have good weeks and bad weeks like

1813
01:20:08,310 --> 01:20:07,920
last week i didn't drink at all for i

1814
01:20:11,910 --> 01:20:08,320
think

1815
01:20:14,470 --> 01:20:11,920
four days and i considered that a win

1816
01:20:15,430 --> 01:20:14,480
uh but then i made up for not drinking

1817
01:20:18,390 --> 01:20:15,440
for four days

1818
01:20:19,030 --> 01:20:18,400
over the next three days which is never

1819
01:20:22,790 --> 01:20:19,040
good

1820
01:20:24,390 --> 01:20:22,800
right um yeah and my wife is very

1821
01:20:27,510 --> 01:20:24,400
reasonable

1822
01:20:30,470 --> 01:20:27,520
and we have this you know i'm an [\h__\h]

1823
01:20:32,390 --> 01:20:30,480
i guess and selfish when it comes to my

1824
01:20:35,430 --> 01:20:32,400
bad habits because uh

1825
01:20:37,270 --> 01:20:35,440
she basically just says you know

1826
01:20:38,629 --> 01:20:37,280
just try to keep it to a case of beer a

1827
01:20:42,229 --> 01:20:38,639
week that's

1828
01:20:44,950 --> 01:20:42,239
reasonable right and i go yeah okay uh

1829
01:20:46,470 --> 01:20:44,960
but then i discovered 30 packs right

1830
01:20:49,270 --> 01:20:46,480
well i get an extra it's just

1831
01:20:49,990 --> 01:20:49,280
it's still a case and then and now we're

1832
01:20:54,149 --> 01:20:50,000
i'm up to

1833
01:20:57,110 --> 01:20:54,159
a uh what is it miller lite

1834
01:20:57,669 --> 01:20:57,120
they sell it in 36 packs but it's still

1835
01:21:01,110 --> 01:20:57,679
a case

1836
01:21:03,030 --> 01:21:01,120
it's one case right and then uh you know

1837
01:21:05,270 --> 01:21:03,040
i like ipas once in a while so

1838
01:21:06,229 --> 01:21:05,280
sometimes i would get the miller and uh

1839
01:21:09,750 --> 01:21:06,239
12 pack

1840
01:21:11,830 --> 01:21:09,760
of ipas and i could kill that in a week

1841
01:21:13,189 --> 01:21:11,840
i could literally just drink all of that

1842
01:21:16,310 --> 01:21:13,199
in one over one week

1843
01:21:19,830 --> 01:21:16,320
and that is way too much

1844
01:21:23,110 --> 01:21:19,840
so i'm trying to uh

1845
01:21:26,870 --> 01:21:23,120
i guess i'm trying to just cut down

1846
01:21:28,709 --> 01:21:26,880
and you know logically it's stupid for

1847
01:21:30,149 --> 01:21:28,719
me to drink at all knowing my family

1848
01:21:33,189 --> 01:21:30,159
history i believe that my

1849
01:21:36,550 --> 01:21:33,199
grandmother died of alcoholism

1850
01:21:37,910 --> 01:21:36,560
on my mother's side my grandfather on my

1851
01:21:39,830 --> 01:21:37,920
mother's side basically died of

1852
01:21:42,149 --> 01:21:39,840
alcoholism

1853
01:21:43,830 --> 01:21:42,159
my uncle's on my mother's side and my

1854
01:21:46,229 --> 01:21:43,840
mother

1855
01:21:47,430 --> 01:21:46,239
and by the way that's the irish side of

1856
01:21:50,550 --> 01:21:47,440
my family my mother is

1857
01:21:52,629 --> 01:21:50,560
irish so uh and i'm not making uh

1858
01:21:55,030 --> 01:21:52,639
stereotypes but

1859
01:21:56,790 --> 01:21:55,040
that's very common in irish families

1860
01:21:58,870 --> 01:21:56,800
that you have a lot of people

1861
01:21:59,830 --> 01:21:58,880
in your family that died of the drink

1862
01:22:02,950 --> 01:21:59,840
that's what we say

1863
01:22:04,709 --> 01:22:02,960
he died of the drink um you know and

1864
01:22:07,030 --> 01:22:04,719
it's sad

1865
01:22:07,750 --> 01:22:07,040
and you know i'd love to be the guy that

1866
01:22:09,430 --> 01:22:07,760
just

1867
01:22:11,350 --> 01:22:09,440
you know drinks a six-pack on the

1868
01:22:15,110 --> 01:22:11,360
weekend i'm just not that guy

1869
01:22:17,590 --> 01:22:15,120
i mean i will drink 10 beers you know

1870
01:22:20,310 --> 01:22:17,600
especially 12 ounce beers you know and

1871
01:22:23,110 --> 01:22:20,320
i've had this argument with my wife like

1872
01:22:23,750 --> 01:22:23,120
you know why can't you just drink six

1873
01:22:27,110 --> 01:22:23,760
beers

1874
01:22:31,189 --> 01:22:27,120
go to the bar

1875
01:22:34,310 --> 01:22:31,199
it's a 20-ounce beer a mug or you know

1876
01:22:37,110 --> 01:22:34,320
yeah i know it's just

1877
01:22:37,669 --> 01:22:37,120
uh just a thing but i'm trying to work

1878
01:22:41,910 --> 01:22:37,679
on it

1879
01:22:43,669 --> 01:22:41,920
so uh i think you know

1880
01:22:45,830 --> 01:22:43,679
i have to stay busy that's one thing

1881
01:22:49,189 --> 01:22:45,840
i've noticed i get a lot more done

1882
01:22:51,830 --> 01:22:49,199
uh when i'm not drinking uh

1883
01:22:53,590 --> 01:22:51,840
kb says word steven this is a bad week

1884
01:22:56,070 --> 01:22:53,600
for me

1885
01:22:57,590 --> 01:22:56,080
well i'm doing pretty good because i

1886
01:22:59,430 --> 01:22:57,600
don't know how many beers are left in

1887
01:23:00,070 --> 01:22:59,440
that case but there's still beers left

1888
01:23:03,189 --> 01:23:00,080
in the case

1889
01:23:06,950 --> 01:23:03,199
and new case day is monday usually

1890
01:23:09,590 --> 01:23:06,960
so you know

1891
01:23:11,030 --> 01:23:09,600
trying to moderate you know i'd love to

1892
01:23:13,990 --> 01:23:11,040
know how people just like

1893
01:23:16,550 --> 01:23:14,000
drink two or three beers and go to bed i

1894
01:23:20,229 --> 01:23:16,560
always feel like that's incomplete

1895
01:23:23,110 --> 01:23:20,239
you know like two or three okay

1896
01:23:23,590 --> 01:23:23,120
uh i'm just gonna drink them until i'm

1897
01:23:25,630 --> 01:23:23,600
done

1898
01:23:28,149 --> 01:23:25,640
and then you know

1899
01:23:31,110 --> 01:23:28,159
[Music]

1900
01:23:31,830 --> 01:23:31,120
but i do worry about uh my intake and i

1901
01:23:33,669 --> 01:23:31,840
think

1902
01:23:35,830 --> 01:23:33,679
uh and you know also one thing that i

1903
01:23:37,669 --> 01:23:35,840
did last year is i did this 75 heart and

1904
01:23:39,590 --> 01:23:37,679
you can't have any alcohol

1905
01:23:41,030 --> 01:23:39,600
and i found that to be beneficial i only

1906
01:23:43,110 --> 01:23:41,040
made it 37

1907
01:23:45,350 --> 01:23:43,120
days i didn't make it the full 75 days

1908
01:23:46,310 --> 01:23:45,360
but i made it 37 days with no alcohol

1909
01:23:49,990 --> 01:23:46,320
whatsoever

1910
01:23:52,070 --> 01:23:50,000
and a good diet and and uh exercise 45

1911
01:23:54,629 --> 01:23:52,080
minutes twice a day

1912
01:23:56,310 --> 01:23:54,639
one of them being outside and i felt

1913
01:23:57,030 --> 01:23:56,320
great after that so i'd like to do that

1914
01:24:00,709 --> 01:23:57,040
again this

1915
01:24:04,470 --> 01:24:00,719
75 heart challenge and it'll force me

1916
01:24:08,790 --> 01:24:04,480
to stop and uh also

1917
01:24:10,629 --> 01:24:08,800
improve my diet i think i put on like

1918
01:24:13,189 --> 01:24:10,639
i can't tell you how many probably 20

1919
01:24:14,709 --> 01:24:13,199
pounds since this coveted thing started

1920
01:24:17,430 --> 01:24:14,719
and it's all in my gut

1921
01:24:18,149 --> 01:24:17,440
like i'm starting to look pregnant so

1922
01:24:20,550 --> 01:24:18,159
it's time

1923
01:24:21,830 --> 01:24:20,560
to do something you know and all the

1924
01:24:23,750 --> 01:24:21,840
beer is probably

1925
01:24:27,030 --> 01:24:23,760
that's what does it that's a lot of

1926
01:24:28,390 --> 01:24:27,040
that's a lot of empty carbs

1927
01:24:30,229 --> 01:24:28,400
it's better to conquer yourself than to

1928
01:24:31,990 --> 01:24:30,239
win a thousand battles then victory is

1929
01:24:35,510 --> 01:24:32,000
yours it cannot be taken from you not by

1930
01:24:41,270 --> 01:24:35,520
angels or demons heaven or hell

1931
01:24:44,709 --> 01:24:43,030
the context says yeah i have the same

1932
01:24:45,510 --> 01:24:44,719
irish streams i either drink a lot of

1933
01:24:47,830 --> 01:24:45,520
beer or nothing

1934
01:24:48,550 --> 01:24:47,840
no in between so better to not buy any

1935
01:24:52,070 --> 01:24:48,560
at all

1936
01:24:54,470 --> 01:24:52,080
yeah and you know what they knew my wife

1937
01:24:55,750 --> 01:24:54,480
noticed during the snowstorm that if i

1938
01:24:57,750 --> 01:24:55,760
just went to the bar and

1939
01:24:58,870 --> 01:24:57,760
bought a six-pack i only drank a

1940
01:25:00,470 --> 01:24:58,880
six-pack

1941
01:25:02,870 --> 01:25:00,480
so she would almost prefer that i just

1942
01:25:04,950 --> 01:25:02,880
walk to the bar and just buy a six-pack

1943
01:25:07,189 --> 01:25:04,960
because then i'm only going to drink the

1944
01:25:10,709 --> 01:25:07,199
six-pack right but when i have

1945
01:25:12,550 --> 01:25:10,719
you know i don't know

1946
01:25:16,390 --> 01:25:12,560
when i was doing the miller lite and the

1947
01:25:23,510 --> 01:25:19,430
48 beers a 12 pack and a 36 pack

1948
01:25:24,629 --> 01:25:23,520
you know i've got 50 beers i'ma drink 50

1949
01:25:26,390 --> 01:25:24,639
beers

1950
01:25:27,669 --> 01:25:26,400
that's that's the way it is you're right

1951
01:25:30,390 --> 01:25:27,679
i have no in-between

1952
01:25:32,310 --> 01:25:30,400
you know i feel like an incomplete drunk

1953
01:25:35,030 --> 01:25:32,320
makes me angry too

1954
01:25:36,470 --> 01:25:35,040
like sometimes you get in that situation

1955
01:25:38,390 --> 01:25:36,480
where you're like well i've got five

1956
01:25:40,070 --> 01:25:38,400
beers in there i'm not going out to get

1957
01:25:41,430 --> 01:25:40,080
another case of beer i'll just drink

1958
01:25:43,990 --> 01:25:41,440
these five beers and i

1959
01:25:45,669 --> 01:25:44,000
literally get angry when i'm done the

1960
01:25:48,470 --> 01:25:45,679
five beers that there's not

1961
01:25:53,990 --> 01:25:48,480
a few more if only i had a couple more

1962
01:25:56,950 --> 01:25:54,000
right i could finish this drunk off

1963
01:25:57,910 --> 01:25:56,960
steve ronin says exercise fast walking

1964
01:25:59,590 --> 01:25:57,920
and body x

1965
01:26:01,189 --> 01:25:59,600
and weights four times a week for an

1966
01:26:03,270 --> 01:26:01,199
hour will have you feeling great and

1967
01:26:08,790 --> 01:26:03,280
looking great

1968
01:26:11,430 --> 01:26:08,800
uh so what you walk fast with weights

1969
01:26:13,350 --> 01:26:11,440
i don't know that's all the exercise

1970
01:26:15,030 --> 01:26:13,360
that i do i have a treadmill

1971
01:26:17,189 --> 01:26:15,040
but it's a shitty treadmill that you can

1972
01:26:20,310 --> 01:26:17,199
only walk on it doesn't have like a run

1973
01:26:23,189 --> 01:26:20,320
setting right which i'm kind of thankful

1974
01:26:25,590 --> 01:26:23,199
for because i can't run

1975
01:26:26,229 --> 01:26:25,600
so but i can walk on it for 45 minutes

1976
01:26:28,229 --> 01:26:26,239
so that's

1977
01:26:29,830 --> 01:26:28,239
my exercise i walk on the treadmill for

1978
01:26:31,590 --> 01:26:29,840
45 minutes

1979
01:26:33,510 --> 01:26:31,600
and believe it or not that for me that's

1980
01:26:36,310 --> 01:26:33,520
a workout i must be getting old

1981
01:26:37,189 --> 01:26:36,320
or fat as [\h__\h] because walking for 45

1982
01:26:38,870 --> 01:26:37,199
minutes

1983
01:26:41,510 --> 01:26:38,880
it didn't sound to me like that was

1984
01:26:43,750 --> 01:26:41,520
going to be hard but it is

1985
01:26:45,990 --> 01:26:43,760
and having the discipline steve ronan to

1986
01:26:47,189 --> 01:26:46,000
do it every day but i like this 75 heart

1987
01:26:50,149 --> 01:26:47,199
twice a day

1988
01:26:51,750 --> 01:26:50,159
for 45 minutes you have to do 45 minutes

1989
01:26:53,910 --> 01:26:51,760
outside doing anything

1990
01:26:55,189 --> 01:26:53,920
you want outside for 45 minutes but

1991
01:26:57,510 --> 01:26:55,199
exercise

1992
01:26:59,590 --> 01:26:57,520
you know and then 45 minutes you could

1993
01:27:01,590 --> 01:26:59,600
do inside so i walked on the treadmill

1994
01:27:03,669 --> 01:27:01,600
and then i would walk outside for 45

1995
01:27:05,669 --> 01:27:03,679
minutes

1996
01:27:07,510 --> 01:27:05,679
and yeah ever doing that every day in a

1997
01:27:15,590 --> 01:27:07,520
sensible diet and you'll drop weight

1998
01:27:18,229 --> 01:27:17,030
yeah the stereotype is kind of true

1999
01:27:19,669 --> 01:27:18,239
people will spend the whole weekend in

2000
01:27:21,189 --> 01:27:19,679
clubs and think nothing of it but

2001
01:27:23,750 --> 01:27:21,199
getting less like that now

2002
01:27:24,550 --> 01:27:23,760
yeah not since the current health crisis

2003
01:27:26,470 --> 01:27:24,560
but yeah

2004
01:27:27,990 --> 01:27:26,480
me and my wife used to before kids we

2005
01:27:30,870 --> 01:27:28,000
used to go to the bar

2006
01:27:32,550 --> 01:27:30,880
three four nights a week and later when

2007
01:27:33,669 --> 01:27:32,560
we figured out like how much we were

2008
01:27:35,750 --> 01:27:33,679
spending at the bar

2009
01:27:37,110 --> 01:27:35,760
every week we were like whoa you know

2010
01:27:38,709 --> 01:27:37,120
when when i'm

2011
01:27:40,550 --> 01:27:38,719
sure when we decided to have children it

2012
01:27:41,270 --> 01:27:40,560
was like well we're going to drink at

2013
01:27:43,430 --> 01:27:41,280
home now

2014
01:27:45,990 --> 01:27:43,440
and we went to the bar like only very

2015
01:27:47,669 --> 01:27:46,000
very occasionally

2016
01:27:49,430 --> 01:27:47,679
because yeah you could drop a couple

2017
01:27:50,950 --> 01:27:49,440
hundred bucks in a bar if you're going

2018
01:27:51,270 --> 01:27:50,960
there three nights a week and hanging

2019
01:27:53,910 --> 01:27:51,280
out

2020
01:27:55,590 --> 01:27:53,920
you know it's easy to drop a few hundred

2021
01:27:57,590 --> 01:27:55,600
bucks

2022
01:27:58,870 --> 01:27:57,600
yeah the context daniel says yeah if

2023
01:28:00,870 --> 01:27:58,880
it's in the fridge i drink it so

2024
01:28:02,629 --> 01:28:00,880
basically every second year or so i just

2025
01:28:03,270 --> 01:28:02,639
take a year off drinking to heal the

2026
01:28:05,189 --> 01:28:03,280
liver

2027
01:28:07,510 --> 01:28:05,199
that's good i hear that's good that's

2028
01:28:12,149 --> 01:28:07,520
absolutely good

2029
01:28:16,310 --> 01:28:14,790
wow melissa i have friends who spend 20

2030
01:28:17,830 --> 01:28:16,320
days without drinking then they go buy a

2031
01:28:19,430 --> 01:28:17,840
couple of bottles of whiskey and finish

2032
01:28:21,510 --> 01:28:19,440
them off in one sitting then spend the

2033
01:28:24,709 --> 01:28:21,520
next couple of weeks drinking all day

2034
01:28:25,750 --> 01:28:24,719
then another 20 days off yeah it's like

2035
01:28:29,189 --> 01:28:25,760
trying to manage

2036
01:28:30,070 --> 01:28:29,199
you know i heard i went to a.a for a

2037
01:28:32,070 --> 01:28:30,080
time too

2038
01:28:33,510 --> 01:28:32,080
like a while ago and i didn't drink for

2039
01:28:35,990 --> 01:28:33,520
about a year

2040
01:28:37,350 --> 01:28:36,000
i think and this is when i was first

2041
01:28:40,070 --> 01:28:37,360
married

2042
01:28:41,669 --> 01:28:40,080
you know it's just like i really thought

2043
01:28:41,990 --> 01:28:41,679
like i'm going to be a better husband if

2044
01:28:44,950 --> 01:28:42,000
i just

2045
01:28:46,310 --> 01:28:44,960
don't drink at all and uh i really tried

2046
01:28:48,310 --> 01:28:46,320
i did it for a year

2047
01:28:49,510 --> 01:28:48,320
i don't know aaa for me was weird though

2048
01:28:50,870 --> 01:28:49,520
because it was just like

2049
01:28:52,229 --> 01:28:50,880
you just go to this place and there's

2050
01:28:54,550 --> 01:28:52,239
all these people complaining about how

2051
01:28:56,149 --> 01:28:54,560
much they want to drink but they can't

2052
01:28:58,149 --> 01:28:56,159
and i didn't know that that was helpful

2053
01:29:01,189 --> 01:28:58,159
for me but i did a

2054
01:29:02,070 --> 01:29:01,199
you know i think i did a year and then i

2055
01:29:04,950 --> 01:29:02,080
went back

2056
01:29:06,790 --> 01:29:04,960
you know and i guess i uh i do this sort

2057
01:29:08,310 --> 01:29:06,800
of cycle like sometimes i'll take a long

2058
01:29:10,709 --> 01:29:08,320
time off of drinking

2059
01:29:11,590 --> 01:29:10,719
a few months whatever that time it was a

2060
01:29:13,750 --> 01:29:11,600
year

2061
01:29:15,830 --> 01:29:13,760
and then i go back slowly you know like

2062
01:29:17,430 --> 01:29:15,840
well i'll just have a few drinks tonight

2063
01:29:18,950 --> 01:29:17,440
you know or i'll go out and have a few

2064
01:29:20,390 --> 01:29:18,960
drinks with friends and literally a few

2065
01:29:23,189 --> 01:29:20,400
drinks but then before i know it

2066
01:29:24,149 --> 01:29:23,199
i'm drinking 10 beers before i before

2067
01:29:26,950 --> 01:29:24,159
i'm

2068
01:29:28,629 --> 01:29:26,960
from done mario heat says dead lifts

2069
01:29:31,669 --> 01:29:28,639
weight lifting and stair climbing will

2070
01:29:34,310 --> 01:29:31,679
make you drop weight quick

2071
01:29:36,550 --> 01:29:34,320
uh okay if you say so but i don't see

2072
01:29:40,790 --> 01:29:36,560
myself weight lifting or stair climbing

2073
01:29:44,870 --> 01:29:42,870
yeah i agree with you chris 77 says

2074
01:29:46,950 --> 01:29:44,880
getting older has curved my partying

2075
01:29:49,990 --> 01:29:46,960
it's definitely harder to recover

2076
01:29:53,430 --> 01:29:50,000
i hear that and i agree with you 100

2077
01:29:54,229 --> 01:29:53,440
it is hard i remember i used to

2078
01:29:57,030 --> 01:29:54,239
literally

2079
01:29:58,390 --> 01:29:57,040
drink all night on a work night right

2080
01:30:01,350 --> 01:29:58,400
like i used to

2081
01:30:02,709 --> 01:30:01,360
go out to the bar or get a bunch of beer

2082
01:30:04,229 --> 01:30:02,719
after work

2083
01:30:05,990 --> 01:30:04,239
you know and get down to work at like

2084
01:30:08,070 --> 01:30:06,000
five or six o'clock and i would just

2085
01:30:09,990 --> 01:30:08,080
drink until three or four o'clock in the

2086
01:30:13,189 --> 01:30:10,000
morning and then wake up at seven and

2087
01:30:17,189 --> 01:30:13,199
get to work by 8 am and i'd be fine

2088
01:30:20,310 --> 01:30:17,199
no way that i could do that now yeah

2089
01:30:21,270 --> 01:30:20,320
you know and then also i'm not sure it's

2090
01:30:22,790 --> 01:30:21,280
related and

2091
01:30:24,790 --> 01:30:22,800
i'm you know i'm sure my wife thinks

2092
01:30:28,229 --> 01:30:24,800
it's an excuse for me but

2093
01:30:29,590 --> 01:30:28,239
i uh have terrible insomnia i have my

2094
01:30:31,590 --> 01:30:29,600
entire life

2095
01:30:34,310 --> 01:30:31,600
and one of the things i like about

2096
01:30:37,590 --> 01:30:34,320
alcohol is like after about 10 beers

2097
01:30:38,390 --> 01:30:37,600
that's the off switch right uh but

2098
01:30:41,189 --> 01:30:38,400
that's not

2099
01:30:42,870 --> 01:30:41,199
healthful sleep that's you know it was

2100
01:30:44,229 --> 01:30:42,880
like rodney dangerfield

2101
01:30:45,990 --> 01:30:44,239
you know his wife told him you've got to

2102
01:30:48,629 --> 01:30:46,000
learn to sleep better

2103
01:30:50,149 --> 01:30:48,639
in a movie anyway and he said i don't

2104
01:30:56,870 --> 01:30:50,159
know how to sleep but i know how to pass

2105
01:31:03,590 --> 01:31:00,470
no bailey stoner you're lucky she says

2106
01:31:06,709 --> 01:31:03,600
i still don't get hangovers

2107
01:31:09,189 --> 01:31:06,719
well good for you i really do

2108
01:31:10,870 --> 01:31:09,199
i mean i could drink 10 beers and then

2109
01:31:11,750 --> 01:31:10,880
and i'm fine the next day as long as i

2110
01:31:14,070 --> 01:31:11,760
have enough

2111
01:31:15,990 --> 01:31:14,080
time to sleep but i'm probably a little

2112
01:31:18,629 --> 01:31:16,000
beat up the next day a little slow

2113
01:31:19,750 --> 01:31:18,639
a little beat up but i don't feel sick

2114
01:31:23,350 --> 01:31:19,760
or hungover

2115
01:31:26,790 --> 01:31:23,360
but if i go beyond the 10 beers or if i

2116
01:31:29,830 --> 01:31:26,800
um if i if i add alcohol

2117
01:31:30,550 --> 01:31:29,840
like if i have shots beers and shots

2118
01:31:34,149 --> 01:31:30,560
that's not

2119
01:31:36,149 --> 01:31:34,159
good definitely not good i used to joke

2120
01:31:37,669 --> 01:31:36,159
that i was allergic to alcohol

2121
01:31:38,950 --> 01:31:37,679
especially vodka

2122
01:31:41,910 --> 01:31:38,960
because it made me break out in

2123
01:31:48,229 --> 01:31:45,030
every time that i got really drunk on

2124
01:31:48,870 --> 01:31:48,239
vodka something bad happened so i avoid

2125
01:31:51,030 --> 01:31:48,880
vodka

2126
01:31:52,470 --> 01:31:51,040
like the plague and being polish that's

2127
01:31:55,590 --> 01:31:52,480
hard to do

2128
01:31:57,270 --> 01:31:55,600
every polish you know person it's like

2129
01:31:58,950 --> 01:31:57,280
just the same with russians i guess

2130
01:32:04,070 --> 01:31:58,960
vodka's the drink you know and it's

2131
01:32:07,669 --> 01:32:05,910
jonah said said stop drinking heavily in

2132
01:32:09,910 --> 01:32:07,679
my 30s

2133
01:32:11,990 --> 01:32:09,920
yeah i know better and i should really i

2134
01:32:15,189 --> 01:32:12,000
should dramatically cut down or quit

2135
01:32:18,390 --> 01:32:15,199
altogether i'm just not there yet right

2136
01:32:22,310 --> 01:32:21,030
but i know i definitely listen when my

2137
01:32:23,990 --> 01:32:22,320
wife my wife is

2138
01:32:25,990 --> 01:32:24,000
working from home right now so she's

2139
01:32:27,510 --> 01:32:26,000
here and helping with the kids

2140
01:32:29,910 --> 01:32:27,520
and everything but as soon as she goes

2141
01:32:31,350 --> 01:32:29,920
back to her office to work

2142
01:32:33,510 --> 01:32:31,360
i'm gonna have a lot more stuff that i

2143
01:32:35,750 --> 01:32:33,520
have to deal with with the children so

2144
01:32:38,149 --> 01:32:35,760
yeah i'm gonna have to i'm gonna have to

2145
01:32:39,350 --> 01:32:38,159
clean my act up to be you know and

2146
01:32:41,750 --> 01:32:39,360
you know what's funny that's one of the

2147
01:32:45,110 --> 01:32:41,760
things that will do it like

2148
01:32:46,709 --> 01:32:45,120
the the fact that you just you reach

2149
01:32:49,830 --> 01:32:46,719
some realization maybe like

2150
01:32:53,110 --> 01:32:49,840
i have to be a better father here uh

2151
01:32:54,149 --> 01:32:53,120
and i can't do it without severely

2152
01:33:01,270 --> 01:32:54,159
cutting down on this

2153
01:33:07,590 --> 01:33:04,629
philip pratt says coffee plus weed is

2154
01:33:08,470 --> 01:33:07,600
far better than booze much easier to

2155
01:33:11,590 --> 01:33:08,480
keep fit

2156
01:33:15,990 --> 01:33:11,600
yeah when i quit drinking i smoked a lot

2157
01:33:21,510 --> 01:33:16,000
i smoked a lot more pot you know

2158
01:33:25,350 --> 01:33:23,669
i mentioned i have terrible insomnia and

2159
01:33:26,550 --> 01:33:25,360
i don't know for a time i was getting

2160
01:33:29,990 --> 01:33:26,560
really good indica

2161
01:33:33,590 --> 01:33:30,000
bud and that would help me sleep but

2162
01:33:37,430 --> 01:33:33,600
not lately or it's just not working

2163
01:33:39,510 --> 01:33:37,440
like it used to so

2164
01:33:41,510 --> 01:33:39,520
yeah pbr street gang says beer is liquid

2165
01:33:43,030 --> 01:33:41,520
bread yeah it's a lot of empty calories

2166
01:33:46,070 --> 01:33:43,040
so

2167
01:33:50,470 --> 01:33:46,080
yeah a lot of empty calories

2168
01:33:52,629 --> 01:33:50,480
pop up that was tequila got so drunk and

2169
01:33:56,550 --> 01:33:52,639
sick at 16 never drank it again

2170
01:33:57,750 --> 01:33:56,560
mine was brandy miss genocide i once as

2171
01:34:00,390 --> 01:33:57,760
like 10 years old

2172
01:34:01,590 --> 01:34:00,400
got into my parents liquor cabinet and

2173
01:34:04,629 --> 01:34:01,600
they had

2174
01:34:06,629 --> 01:34:04,639
still remember it apricot brandy and to

2175
01:34:08,390 --> 01:34:06,639
this day the smell of brandy will make

2176
01:34:15,350 --> 01:34:08,400
me almost vomit

2177
01:34:20,790 --> 01:34:17,270
the background music is distracting here

2178
01:34:20,800 --> 01:34:26,149
see that there you go

2179
01:34:30,310 --> 01:34:29,189
yeah so uh i'm proud of myself for one

2180
01:34:32,550 --> 01:34:30,320
thing and that is i

2181
01:34:33,910 --> 01:34:32,560
stuck to a schedule this week there is

2182
01:34:37,030 --> 01:34:33,920
hope for us all

2183
01:34:39,350 --> 01:34:37,040
i said monday wednesday friday 10 p.m

2184
01:34:40,629 --> 01:34:39,360
we would be here i would do a show each

2185
01:34:43,910 --> 01:34:40,639
night and we

2186
01:34:47,030 --> 01:34:43,920
even managed to do a few bonus shows so

2187
01:34:49,830 --> 01:34:47,040
this week's show total is now at five

2188
01:34:50,709 --> 01:34:49,840
which i this is so funny i'm going like

2189
01:34:54,709 --> 01:34:50,719
i can't do

2190
01:34:56,950 --> 01:34:54,719
five a day so i'm gonna commit to three

2191
01:34:57,830 --> 01:34:56,960
or five i can't do five a week it's too

2192
01:35:00,550 --> 01:34:57,840
much

2193
01:35:02,390 --> 01:35:00,560
so i'm gonna commit to three and then if

2194
01:35:04,550 --> 01:35:02,400
i have extra i'll do an extra show and

2195
01:35:06,629 --> 01:35:04,560
then i do the five

2196
01:35:07,669 --> 01:35:06,639
makes no sense to me you know but i

2197
01:35:11,030 --> 01:35:07,679
didn't want to commit

2198
01:35:13,510 --> 01:35:11,040
to five nights a week at 10 pm

2199
01:35:16,390 --> 01:35:13,520
it's just it's difficult to beat it's

2200
01:35:19,830 --> 01:35:18,310
i don't know what it is but having to do

2201
01:35:21,990 --> 01:35:19,840
something at a certain time

2202
01:35:23,510 --> 01:35:22,000
every day it just bothers me and then

2203
01:35:23,910 --> 01:35:23,520
what if i don't have material what if

2204
01:35:26,149 --> 01:35:23,920
this

2205
01:35:27,590 --> 01:35:26,159
you know or like tonight we have a

2206
01:35:30,950 --> 01:35:27,600
canceled last minute

2207
01:35:32,629 --> 01:35:30,960
surprise guest right um

2208
01:35:34,229 --> 01:35:32,639
then we have to fill in but i'm proud of

2209
01:35:36,070 --> 01:35:34,239
myself i said i was gonna do

2210
01:35:38,390 --> 01:35:36,080
a show monday wednesday and friday we

2211
01:35:41,590 --> 01:35:38,400
did a show not much of a show

2212
01:35:45,350 --> 01:35:41,600
uh today but uh

2213
01:35:49,590 --> 01:35:45,360
here it is who makes your intro music

2214
01:35:53,510 --> 01:35:49,600
uh a person called uh

2215
01:35:55,830 --> 01:35:53,520
carl casey who

2216
01:35:57,189 --> 01:35:55,840
makes amazing synth music that i wish i

2217
01:35:58,870 --> 01:35:57,199
had the time to make

2218
01:36:00,229 --> 01:35:58,880
some of the music here on the show is

2219
01:36:01,990 --> 01:36:00,239
for me and some of it

2220
01:36:05,510 --> 01:36:02,000
a lot of it is from this person carl

2221
01:36:09,030 --> 01:36:07,030
yeah terry was really cool yeah we're

2222
01:36:11,430 --> 01:36:09,040
gonna have her back again she's fun

2223
01:36:12,070 --> 01:36:11,440
and uh you know a comedian so i'm hoping

2224
01:36:14,709 --> 01:36:12,080
she'll help

2225
01:36:15,910 --> 01:36:14,719
come and make the show funnier you know

2226
01:36:18,390 --> 01:36:15,920
i think that would really

2227
01:36:19,189 --> 01:36:18,400
benefit us right and i like her and like

2228
01:36:20,390 --> 01:36:19,199
uh

2229
01:36:22,310 --> 01:36:20,400
i've been talking to her because i

2230
01:36:23,030 --> 01:36:22,320
always wanted to try stand up my entire

2231
01:36:25,430 --> 01:36:23,040
life

2232
01:36:26,229 --> 01:36:25,440
and never did and uh i'm gonna make her

2233
01:36:28,390 --> 01:36:26,239
help me

2234
01:36:29,830 --> 01:36:28,400
i'm gonna write my set and then she's

2235
01:36:31,430 --> 01:36:29,840
gonna i'm gonna have her look at it and

2236
01:36:34,229 --> 01:36:31,440
try to help me improve it

2237
01:36:34,629 --> 01:36:34,239
before i go embarrass myself in public

2238
01:36:37,750 --> 01:36:34,639
but

2239
01:36:38,629 --> 01:36:37,760
god knows uh when that's gonna be uh

2240
01:36:40,310 --> 01:36:38,639
because

2241
01:36:42,550 --> 01:36:40,320
uh you know of the current health

2242
01:36:44,070 --> 01:36:42,560
situation but i'm hopeful by summer

2243
01:36:46,470 --> 01:36:44,080
maybe some things will get back to

2244
01:36:48,550 --> 01:36:46,480
normal like comedy shows i think we

2245
01:36:49,350 --> 01:36:48,560
could all use a good comedy show right

2246
01:36:51,750 --> 01:36:49,360
now

2247
01:36:53,350 --> 01:36:51,760
spooky s next roswell no idea still

2248
01:36:54,709 --> 01:36:53,360
waiting for two guests

2249
01:36:56,870 --> 01:36:54,719
who said that they would check their

2250
01:36:58,310 --> 01:36:56,880
schedule and let me know if and when

2251
01:37:01,510 --> 01:36:58,320
they could do it

2252
01:37:03,430 --> 01:37:01,520
and also spooky i think that uh

2253
01:37:05,430 --> 01:37:03,440
the whole panel shows booked except for

2254
01:37:07,109 --> 01:37:05,440
mr kevin randall who still

2255
01:37:09,189 --> 01:37:07,119
got some issues with cal korff so i

2256
01:37:16,470 --> 01:37:09,199
don't know if he's gonna do it but

2257
01:37:19,830 --> 01:37:19,270
ragnar the destroyer who killed jfk ussr

2258
01:37:22,470 --> 01:37:19,840
lbj

2259
01:37:23,270 --> 01:37:22,480
cia military industrial complex or a

2260
01:37:27,109 --> 01:37:23,280
combination

2261
01:37:29,669 --> 01:37:27,119
of the latter three uh yeah it could be

2262
01:37:31,430 --> 01:37:29,679
all of the above right for all i know

2263
01:37:32,709 --> 01:37:31,440
there's so many different conspiracy

2264
01:37:36,070 --> 01:37:32,719
theories that is the

2265
01:37:37,990 --> 01:37:36,080
birth of conspiracy theory land uh one

2266
01:37:40,709 --> 01:37:38,000
of the births of conspiracy theory land

2267
01:37:42,870 --> 01:37:40,719
of course being the assassination of jfk

2268
01:37:44,550 --> 01:37:42,880
me i have a real problem with this magic

2269
01:37:45,910 --> 01:37:44,560
bullet theory and someday we're going to

2270
01:37:47,430 --> 01:37:45,920
have kalkorf on

2271
01:37:49,189 --> 01:37:47,440
because he's written a whole book

2272
01:37:49,910 --> 01:37:49,199
basically claiming to have solved the

2273
01:37:53,030 --> 01:37:49,920
mystery

2274
01:37:55,910 --> 01:37:53,040
of you know what happened to jfk

2275
01:37:57,270 --> 01:37:55,920
and just never really believed the

2276
01:38:01,750 --> 01:37:57,280
official narrative

2277
01:38:04,149 --> 01:38:01,760
um just

2278
01:38:07,910 --> 01:38:04,159
physics is physics and it just defy it

2279
01:38:10,950 --> 01:38:07,920
seems to me that the magical theory

2280
01:38:14,310 --> 01:38:10,960
defies the laws of physics right

2281
01:38:22,149 --> 01:38:14,320
um but i don't know i'm not a

2282
01:38:26,310 --> 01:38:24,790
love your sense of humor i uh pray for

2283
01:38:28,149 --> 01:38:26,320
you so much success i still need to

2284
01:38:30,709 --> 01:38:28,159
watch drax your most latest interview

2285
01:38:34,709 --> 01:38:30,719
may i play caspel when you interview

2286
01:38:36,709 --> 01:38:34,719
yeah sure you're very welcome

2287
01:38:38,070 --> 01:38:36,719
yeah and i was gonna try to do this

2288
01:38:40,310 --> 01:38:38,080
david wilcock mask

2289
01:38:42,470 --> 01:38:40,320
thing again but uh boy that mask is

2290
01:38:45,270 --> 01:38:42,480
rough and i gotta work on it

2291
01:38:47,189 --> 01:38:45,280
but we're gonna be doing a david wilcock

2292
01:38:50,870 --> 01:38:47,199
and a box of dildos challenge

2293
01:38:54,149 --> 01:38:50,880
part three very soon um

2294
01:38:56,709 --> 01:38:54,159
got the mask and everything for that so

2295
01:38:58,310 --> 01:38:56,719
uh maybe maybe this weekend if i'm

2296
01:39:00,229 --> 01:38:58,320
feeling up to it but

2297
01:39:02,390 --> 01:39:00,239
i kind of feel like we've already done

2298
01:39:04,550 --> 01:39:02,400
five shows the world does not need that

2299
01:39:06,629 --> 01:39:04,560
much of me

2300
01:39:08,550 --> 01:39:06,639
so i think i'm taking the weekend off to

2301
01:39:10,870 --> 01:39:08,560
attend to some other matters

2302
01:39:12,229 --> 01:39:10,880
that are certainly more important than

2303
01:39:14,629 --> 01:39:12,239
the show sadly

2304
01:39:17,350 --> 01:39:14,639
you know like family stuff and uh some

2305
01:39:19,669 --> 01:39:17,360
other things that i have to do

2306
01:39:21,350 --> 01:39:19,679
so friends uh i think we're gonna wrap

2307
01:39:24,629 --> 01:39:21,360
things up here

2308
01:39:25,990 --> 01:39:24,639
um i want to thank each and every one of

2309
01:39:28,149 --> 01:39:26,000
you for being a part of the

2310
01:39:29,030 --> 01:39:28,159
show hey at least we finally got those

2311
01:39:30,709 --> 01:39:29,040
phone lines back

2312
01:39:32,310 --> 01:39:30,719
open i'm glad to see a few people call

2313
01:39:34,550 --> 01:39:32,320
in and we'll

2314
01:39:36,070 --> 01:39:34,560
do a show like this again next week

2315
01:39:39,189 --> 01:39:36,080
we'll have open topics

2316
01:39:42,149 --> 01:39:39,199
open lines uh and anybody can be a part

2317
01:39:45,510 --> 01:39:44,070
so until next time friends my name is

2318
01:39:51,030 --> 01:39:45,520
stephen campion

2319
01:39:58,310 --> 01:39:55,590
i don't want to see him kissing goblins

2320
01:39:59,830 --> 01:39:58,320
ingratiating odd ones in bed with a

2321
01:40:12,510 --> 01:39:59,840
goblin i don't want to see him

2322
01:41:16,830 --> 01:40:30,220
[Music]

2323
01:41:16,840 --> 01:41:41,620
in

2324
01:41:41,630 --> 01:41:55,750
[Music]

2325
01:42:04,790 --> 01:42:00,149
i've waited for my whole life to find

2326
01:42:10,229 --> 01:42:04,800
you in that dream

2327
01:42:16,540 --> 01:42:10,239
that the desert dreams

2328
01:42:16,550 --> 01:42:24,229
[Music]

2329
01:42:47,350 --> 01:42:27,910
now i'm so afraid

2330
01:42:57,430 --> 01:42:47,360
[Music]

2331
01:43:01,750 --> 01:42:57,440
open will you fly away

2332
01:43:06,709 --> 01:43:01,760
so i tried to be everything that you

2333
01:43:06,719 --> 01:43:17,690
to be anything at

2334
01:43:25,170 --> 01:43:19,270
[Music]

2335
01:43:36,070 --> 01:43:25,180
i'm just an ordinary human after

2336
01:43:40,629 --> 01:43:38,940
could ever make you stand

2337
01:43:44,229 --> 01:43:40,639
[Music]

2338
01:43:44,239 --> 01:43:47,750
that you'll fly away

2339
01:43:55,340 --> 01:43:50,870
when the cage is open

2340
01:44:00,630 --> 01:43:57,270
[Music]

2341
01:44:04,550 --> 01:44:00,640
these wings are broken

2342
01:44:09,780 --> 01:44:04,560
[Music]

2343
01:44:09,790 --> 01:44:13,280
[Applause]

2344
01:44:27,830 --> 01:44:24,229
[Music]

2345
01:44:46,070 --> 01:44:34,870
that you'll fly away

2346
01:44:46,080 --> 01:44:53,430
the cage

2347
01:45:01,510 --> 01:44:56,709
the chains are broken

2348
01:46:10,790 --> 01:45:03,660
be is

2349
01:46:13,910 --> 01:46:13,030
what if it was possible to learn how to

2350
01:46:17,350 --> 01:46:13,920
hack

2351
01:46:19,430 --> 01:46:17,360
or program your own mind the truth is

2352
01:46:21,990 --> 01:46:19,440
your mind has already been programmed

2353
01:46:25,109 --> 01:46:22,000
and controlled by others for years

2354
01:46:27,030 --> 01:46:25,119
but this this is how you break free

2355
01:46:29,510 --> 01:46:27,040
this is how you learn to program your

2356
01:46:31,109 --> 01:46:29,520
own mind and finally take control of

2357
01:46:34,629 --> 01:46:31,119
your destiny

2358
01:46:37,270 --> 01:46:34,639
this is how you break that bondage this

2359
01:46:37,910 --> 01:46:37,280
is how you learn to hack your own mind

2360
01:46:41,430 --> 01:46:37,920
and learn

2361
01:46:45,990 --> 01:46:41,440
to finally be free welcome

2362
01:46:49,350 --> 01:46:46,000
to mind hack the mind hack system

2363
01:46:51,669 --> 01:46:49,360
includes guided meditations final role

2364
01:46:54,390 --> 01:46:51,679
beats for each brain state

2365
01:46:55,350 --> 01:46:54,400
motivational speaking hypnotic

2366
01:46:58,390 --> 01:46:55,360
inductions

2367
01:47:00,629 --> 01:46:58,400
and much much more

2368
01:47:01,990 --> 01:47:00,639
the mind hex system puts you back in

2369
01:47:04,229 --> 01:47:02,000
control

2370
01:47:05,750 --> 01:47:04,239
the mind hack system helps you reach

2371
01:47:08,629 --> 01:47:05,760
your goals

2372
01:47:09,750 --> 01:47:08,639
the mindtech system helps you manifest

2373
01:47:13,109 --> 01:47:09,760
your dreams

2374
01:47:14,550 --> 01:47:13,119
into reality by finally taking control

2375
01:47:16,870 --> 01:47:14,560
of your own mind

2376
01:47:17,830 --> 01:47:16,880
you will learn to focus and take control

2377
01:47:21,189 --> 01:47:17,840
of your own

2378
01:48:39,380 --> 01:47:21,199
infinite potential

2379
01:49:41,830 --> 01:48:58,830
[Music]

2380
01:49:41,840 --> 01:49:44,010
foreign

2381
01:50:36,830 --> 01:49:53,880
[Music]

2382
01:50:36,840 --> 01:51:04,830
so

2383
01:51:04,840 --> 01:51:08,510
me

2384
01:51:08,520 --> 01:51:44,950
[Music]

2385
01:51:44,960 --> 01:51:50,790
the dead in the sky

2386
01:51:58,550 --> 01:51:54,950
i cried to the angels to bring

2387
01:51:58,560 --> 01:52:05,350
but that's not meant to be in this life

2388
01:52:05,360 --> 01:52:19,960
you make me

2389
01:52:19,970 --> 01:52:24,550
[Music]

2390
01:52:44,790 --> 01:52:28,629
you always leave behind

2391
01:52:48,870 --> 01:52:44,800
it makes me

2392
01:52:52,709 --> 01:52:48,880
i remember the last time

2393
01:52:52,719 --> 01:53:00,470
i still taste your last kiss goodbye

2394
01:53:08,310 --> 01:53:03,589
i reached out to touch you

2395
01:53:22,790 --> 01:53:12,300
but still this emptiness

2396
01:53:34,229 --> 01:53:22,800
[Music]

2397
01:53:45,589 --> 01:53:41,050
you always

2398
01:54:06,830 --> 01:53:55,330
in my soul

2399
01:54:17,510 --> 01:54:06,840
[Music]

2400
01:54:17,520 --> 01:54:24,860
make me

2401
01:54:55,109 --> 01:54:31,480
[Music]

2402
01:55:51,440 --> 01:55:04,070
in my soul

2403
01:55:51,450 --> 01:56:12,830
[Music]

2404
01:56:40,830 --> 01:56:14,430
so

2405
01:56:42,930 --> 01:56:40,840
[Music]

2406
01:56:54,830 --> 01:56:42,940
so

2407
01:56:56,410 --> 01:56:54,840
[Music]

2408
01:57:14,070 --> 01:56:56,420
so

2409
01:57:15,760 --> 01:57:14,080
[Music]

2410
01:59:26,210 --> 01:57:15,770
[Applause]

2411
01:59:26,220 --> 01:59:42,830
[Music]

2412
02:00:17,190 --> 01:59:45,140
so

2413
02:00:56,410 --> 02:00:24,760
[Music]